As recently as eight months ago, though she no longer recognized me, my mother and I could "talk" by trading lyrics from the old standards. I would sit beside her, hand on her forearm, and tell her that my father's name was Harry, and she would sinf the main phrase from Eubie Blake's "I'm just wild about Harry" in her still strong contralto. Saying ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated in quite some time, mostly because I was in a car accident. This real old lady felt the need to run a red light and as I was passing through my green light I crashed into her. Anyways to make a long story short I spent like 6 hours in the emergency room and ended up with a fractured elbow, and three broken bones in my face. ( Read more... )

New Stage Collective Presents

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After yesterdays rehearsal I was a little discouraged. I felt like I was a little in over my head, thinking what the hell have I gotten myself into? We staged the opening scene which is a very awkward and uncomfortable scene. I was very uneasy about the whole thing, I just felt like I was going to look like a fool. Anyways it was relieving when ( Read more... )

So I haven't written in a while and I figure it's time for an update....School is finally over with, but Side Show rehearsal has begun. I'm actually having a lot of fun, it's so nice to be singing again. I met some new people which is kind of refreshing. Alan (the director) is one of the most talented people I have met along with the music ( Read more... )

I hate the cicadas. Five billion bugs flying around and I swear at least a thousand are in my back yard. I'm really bothered by the fact that I am petrified of a little bug that can't even hurt me. It just wants somewhere to land and to have sex, but I really don't want one to land on me. I about had a panic attack friday night when I was ( Read more... )

I couldn't resist, people who know me well know Audrey is my favorite...


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A lot has been happening lately. My sister had her baby monday at 12:10AM. A beautiful girl, named Abbigail Patricia. Surprisingly I was allowed to see her.

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Often I wish that I wasn't who I am. I want more than my life has to offer me. I wish my sister wasn't my sister, as she wishes I wasn't hers. For quite sometime I have been lead to believe that my brother-in-law hates me this being the reason that I rarely see my sister and niece, but it has become apparent that it is not just him that doesn't ( Read more... )

Just maybe there is another part of me, another girl that lives deep inside of me and maybe every once in a while she lets loose and does things that would blow some peoples minds.