Went to see Everything Falls Apart, Millions of Dead Cops and Citizen Fish(part Subhumans) tonight, let me say that the show fucking slayed! I'm so fucking ready to play the 20th it's not even fucking funny
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All we can do is try and hope. Thats all I can do. Right now i'm trying and failing in my emotional department, but as for getting myself together, i'm doing much better. Note to self:next time you fall in love, dont let it fall out and come crashing. Because no one likes being left alone to pick up everything they wish could have been different.
i want to destroy, i want to let it all flood out. i want to feel what your feeling right now. so many questions falling onto empty ears, why wont you answer?
Last night however was awesome. I want our band to get better, but for a first show nothing could have been better than it was last night.
insanity is ripping me apart. loneliness is the only shelter i have. words are the only thing i hear, the depth of those words so shallow. day after day i wake up to this mess because only in my dreams does my life make sense. i dont want to live for another day. i dont want to wake up alone tomorrow.
All alone in this crowded room. Detached from this moving line, i'm all alone. The only thing with me are the thoughts in my head, always. They never leave my side. I miss you.