why is that my sadness always turns to anger?
it's more exhilirating, i guess.
but i would rather be having feelings of forgiveness, or compassion, or even pity.
i suppose i feel those too.
but right now i'm mostly just angry.
at almost everyone.

this will stop when i want it to.

i hate that justin does this to me ( Read more... )

most of the time i don't know why i even try for you ( Read more... )

we just finished watching the first part of "platoon" in my history class ( Read more... )

christina aguilara's self titled album is my current favorite cd ( Read more... )

i have no one to confide in ( Read more... )

the server was down at school, so my day consisted of skateboarding around school (inside of course), reading on the front bench, going to 711 to get hot chocolate, eating a sandwich that jake brought me, and telling film and lit that i was in love ( Read more... )

dandelions grant wishes.
or maybe wanting something really badly does.
either way, things happened like i wanted them to.
for the most part.
but nothing this good lasts forever.

girls, rock your boys.

i've gotten myself into too many things.
now i need to get myself out.
but i don't really want to.
too much effort.
plus,
it wasn't really even MY fault.

last night was really fun.
))) chelsie
))) dancing
))) hot damn
))) dancing
))) walking the rain
))) kyle
))) coming home to a warm bed

i-
want-
you-
i don't know if i need you,
but i'm dying to find out.

it's friday!!!
i'm so excited, i finally got most of my work done
and now it's the weekend, so i can go have some fun.

stay away from me, i'll hurt you.
i don't want to.
but i will.