kick it!

[welcomedisaster]

First of all...
jill.
i'm glad we're still talking to eachother.
no matter what,
i'll never be the one to give up
and never talk to you again.
even if i say i'll never talk to you again,
i'll still be back.
i've never completely shut out anyone from my life.

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[anonymous]

So you're coming over again tonight? That's the spirit!
But you should sing your song. I mean, it's yours, not Mike's.
Don't be shy, you were good last time!!
Well, see you later alligator!

P.S
I'm sure Lana will play with you! :-)
Shhh... I heard she likes you.

Love,
Katy

[welcomedisaster]

apparently we had to fight mexicans instead last night.
i heard you came over after that,
so i guess everything worked out alright
and no one died.
chris and i left as soon as the gang of mexicanos got there.
you should have been there, it was crazy.
i'm sure the guys told you all about it already.
but yeah, i made other plans.

i'm not sure about lana.
right now, i'm concentrating on one person,
and one person only.
and she likes me too.
but you never know, things are always changing,
no matter how bad you want them to stay the same...

ugh

[ihearty0u217]

yah i really dont know anymore. thanks though, i guess that makes me feel like i can count on you. shit is totally weird now and its hard to look at you the same. i dont know if you feel that way about me, but because you used to love this girl...its way different then me and my one night stands. what do you want from me? let me know so we can work from there. i hate games...

aww look, lana's crushin haha how darling!
<\3

Re: ugh

[welcomedisaster]

true. i loved her.
but i don't, and won't,
ever feel that way about her again.
what i did with her, was a one night stand...
we messed around for one night on the first night i was there.
i swear.
after that, she got with some other guy
that was also staying at her house.
all i can say is how i feel about you,
and if that's not enough, i'm screwed.
if we get together sometime,
and you still can't get over it,
there's nothing i can do.
so... we'll see i guess.