what's with all the vampire shows? one was already bad enough ( Read more... )

packing... blergh.

home... :)

sometimes when the wind blows and the branches on the trees sway to its rhythm, i swear i can see the leaves falling over themselves as though they were laughing ( Read more... )

i'm. procrastinating.

i'm avoiding the inevitable.

i gave myself ten minutes. ten minutes became an hour plus.

God help me.

i think i use the word "I" too many times.

if i were two people, i'd so beat myself up right now.

i'm an idiot.

i don't know if we can do this. at first i was sceptical. then i became more open to the idea. then accepting. but now i'm sceptical again. you expect so much and sometimes you come off as feeling ungrateful for what you do have. yet you are kind and loyal and true.

should i be thinking too much. how about a magic 8-ball?

think happy thoughts. always think happy thoughts ( Read more... )

are you a true friend ( Read more... )

Van Gogh Poems by John Caselberg 1957

I
Wild the hedgegrows, wild the spring,
Wild the yellow hammers sing
Wild the roaring of the sea;
Wilder still the blood in me.

II
I was taken by the palms and led
To where the lonely moon's whilte light bled
Through an abyss in the sky:
Yearning there in agony
For me.

III
God, it is all dark.
The heart beat but there is ( Read more... )

there was a man who was sitting on the sofa. in the dining room. he was surrounded by so many people yet he seemed oblivious to the noise of those around him. his attention was fixed on his wife and child who were sitting a distance away from him, enjoying their dinner. he smiled. he looked happy. content to simply watch the people he loved. if i ( Read more... )