Where I am, today

[wedrinkbitter]

I am feeling like I've left this world, already, mostly. I've just taken the snuggles and dogs and Ahmad Jamal and Jen with me. And I do kyudo. My best friend is 64. Then I go to work, and another large piece of me dies, permanently. I think I just figured out why we have kids... To have someone to live for?

Maybe I just found my biological clock.

Comments

[nakedlena]

I really miss reading your jounal. Where are you today?

[nakedlena]

Yes, I think so too. To have someone to live for. I struggle daily, but when I see my nephew, as I did today, and got to kiss his little fat cheeks and watch him smile it was everything else fades away and I have hope and light and inspiration today. That kid knows nothing bad, he is 100% authentic and he lights up my life with one tiny little 6 month old smile.

[sp0rk0]

What about those of us who won't have babies? What do we live for? I'm still not sure.

I miss everyone. Where are you now?