today seems kind of horrible, as was yesterday. only today is not horrible for any certain reason, but yesterday was. anyway, happy birthday ashley, have a good party, and drink for the both of us. actually, everyone, drink for me, i might just get alcohol poisoning. fuck yes. goodbye, im getting out of here.

holy shit. well, today anthony and i were walking down the stairs to look for ben king at caps. and hes like "someones stealing that kids car, they broke the window out of the car and now hes hotwiring it." whatdya know, this is a horrible world we are living in. i didnt believe him at first, but we went to tell the kid that goes to caps about it, ( Read more... )

so i got back from aarons at about five or something and then stiv asks if i want to go down to the river. alright, sounds like fun. so we did, and he took lots o pictures, and it was fun. until he wanted a cigarette, and i told him no, and then he started tickling me and i was on the ground laughing and tickled for like ten minutes. my stomach ( Read more... )

so right now things just seem back to normal. i hope things stay that way. i got home from school and called mel asking if she'd like to help me write a resume. did that, and then trina came over. she is huge and is about to go into labor any one of these days. then mel and i went to aarons and adam and justin returned from getting food. good fun ( Read more... )

by the way, someone snuck into my backyard last night, left the gate open so the dog could get out and left a cigarette butt in the dogs dish, mom was furious, next time wouldja please close the gate? thanks.

Rescue me from this black hole ( Read more... )

im shaking. can i really handle this? im going to puke. i havent eaten in two days, im not hungry, there has to be something wrong.. oh yea. so today was just too much fucking worrying, all damn day, and im tired of it. i dont know if i can do this. my mom tells me we have to go meet with some jim guy, thats not his name but oh well. because she ( Read more... )

everything seems to be good. in fact, im pretty sure it is. too many good small details to remember or write about, but they happen ( Read more... )

Grace, you would be so proud. some bullshit company has sent me a letter about putting my biography in a book, and yes, its bullshit. but they addressed it to cherry poppins. its great. i dont know how they know thats my name and whatnot, but its great ( Read more... )

goddamnit this is all getting me in a bad mood now, and i dont know why, because it really has nothing to do with me, but at the same time it has everything to do with me. hotdiggitydamn just please speak to each other and be good again. andrew, i know its hard, and melanie is stubborn just like me, but when she was mad at me that last time, i knew ( Read more... )