ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

[waveattheshore]

i am having nightmares about leaving seattle...
i am soooo scared
and excited but really really scared.
i leave sooo soon and i am not at all ready.
i guess that is life though.

Comments

[jdaquarius]

Oh Shannon. Do not be afraid of the future. Relish the present. That is my advice to you. Trust me; I've been there. Perhaps you have heard of this already? But I have already left Seattle. For good. I shan't be returning. It breaks my heart so. I am living in Indianapolis with the intent of going to Indiana University. I am going to be taking a year off school to work full-time and become an Indiana resident. It is the hardest thing I have ever had to do: leaving my friends in Washington. There I had a life, a home. Now I live with my aunt in a massive house; and now she is sick and I am alone since she is in the hospital. I believe that at one point this will all get better, but I wish I had relished the present more while I was still in Washington. The present is Nirvana. Step into Seattle, and then just breathe in Seattle. You will be more content being away from it; having had that moment with the city.