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[wasteofspace]

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[vexedgrin]

It's nice that you said something. I thought you might. It's not that I miss you, I just wish sometimes we had just stayed friends, and never went out, but you can never go back. And that would mean erasing our relationship which I don't want to do. meh.
I'm doing really well. I've actually probably never been this happy, at least this kind of happy.
so yes I do still read this, even though per usual I think livejournal is stupid, haha, yet am uncontrollably drawn to it.

[vexedgrin]

it was nice to see you. blah, this reminds me of that time i talked to krystel via email, how sickening that was. it's too bad we can't really communicate like normal people, but it's just impossible for us ot have any type of relationship. I guess im still coming to terms with that. working out my emotions takes forever. and sorry, but whenever i talk to you it's for my own benefit. i feel kinda guilty about that, but oh well. you seem like your doing really well. i meant to tell you in person that you look good, even if you do where the same thing all the time :)

well i feel kinda guilty for talking to you, no i feel like i should feel guilty, but i don't really. i just have trouble letting things go, but unfortunetly for you, in the end i will. im just still working on it. reach for the stars Jeremy. Maybe someday your realise your potential. or be happy with yourself. or maybe you already are? weird to not know someone you once knew so well eh?

[wasteofspace]

if you are talking to me for yourself....to use me for your own purposes...then dont..i dont need it...i have enough people using me thank you....at one time you loved me...now you openly admit to using me for your own purposes...to me love isnt something that expires....its a forever thing......so maybe you never loved me...and if you did love me...and now your just using me to make yourelf feel better..then go away please...but if you honestly want to see me..then thats ok.....but i dont need to be used....and if you cared about me....you would understand

[vexedgrin]

yeah, i understand.

[wasteofspace]

I am not saying I dont want you to see me......just dont use me for that ya know?....haha i wrote that after a pretty nice dust up with you know who...thats why it was so harsh..haha...