I have always been the newcomer in the group....I feel I don't mesh with you guys very well. Thats whats been on my mind, the worry that I am not liked truly. I mean, you guys have a huge past behind you of being friends, and I dont, because I wasn't there. I feel bad that I can't share with your inside jokes and talk about sleeping over at your guys's houses because....well, I haven't. I hope you guys do care about me....
You know that all of this is your fault, I mean the fact that we aren't friends anymore, that was COMPLETELY your doing, fuck, you said I was too immiture for you and that you didn't want to hang out with the people I hang out with. It is you that made us grow seperate from each other, you hung out with Alex a lot and were thinking about him and what not. I mean you have no reason, NONE to blame Suzanne at all, for any of this, I was lucky to have Suzanne there to hang out with, when you got weird, I had no one else. Thankfully Susie hung out with me and was there for me. But Suzanne is not the one to blame for this, I hung out with her more, and called her all the time, so if you have to blame someone blame me, or yourself, because the only one to pull away from this friendship and to not put an effort into it....was you.
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I have always been the newcomer in the group....I feel I don't mesh with you guys very well. Thats whats been on my mind, the worry that I am not liked truly. I mean, you guys have a huge past behind you of being friends, and I dont, because I wasn't there. I feel bad that I can't share with your inside jokes and talk about sleeping over at your guys's houses because....well, I haven't. I hope you guys do care about me....
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:( i dont put any blame on anyone.
why is it turning into this?
i guess it is my fault.
im sorry.
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