overdue, from notes set aside
I gazed at Angela, and I just felt icky. I wanted to be the guy again who could have a crush on her, defy the fantasy, emotional consequences considered. Now I felt I just knew too much.
There's a note on my counter. Stop blaming the devil for your own downfall. We both fell from grace. Take responsibility for your own actions. From the moment of their birth, the intents of men are evil. Jesus' conversation with the devil sounds like a quiet discussion between brothers.
I spied a worker in the hospital. radiology. surgery, maybe. Actually, I wondered if she were a surgeon. I couldn't get a clear look at her, but she looked like Kyleigh. My dreams returned, and they disproved my fears.
And then sick logic whirled. If I can crush for another, but for Angela no more, then what kind of a fickle noncommitting person am I?
There's a note on my counter. Stop blaming the devil for your own downfall. We both fell from grace. Take responsibility for your own actions. From the moment of their birth, the intents of men are evil. Jesus' conversation with the devil sounds like a quiet discussion between brothers.
I spied a worker in the hospital. radiology. surgery, maybe. Actually, I wondered if she were a surgeon. I couldn't get a clear look at her, but she looked like Kyleigh. My dreams returned, and they disproved my fears.
And then sick logic whirled. If I can crush for another, but for Angela no more, then what kind of a fickle noncommitting person am I?