So I haven't updated this thing in awhile. I have been rather busy lately, and I no longer seem to care that much anymore. No one reads this anymore, so it is kinda pointless. Oh well, I got a new car about a month ago, it's a beat up del sol. I am going to try and make it look new. It will be a ton of work though ( Read more... )

My asshole supervisor is gone, I bought a new car...... More to come...

Well, we just went hourly at work. I now make 12.65 an hour. Although it sounds good, it is actually a pay cut. I was averaging around 14 an hour with commission. Ah, but what do I need with all that money anyway? Not like I am going to spend it. Well, much of it anyway. Seems like I've lost touch with all my old friends. I rarely see ( Read more... )

So, I am working a lot lately. Haven't had a whole lot of spare time. According to my supervisor, my hours will only increase. So, weeeee. I managed to get a 400 dollar car stereo for 79 bucks though. That was good. I have been hanging out with Michelle a bunch in my free time, and I think I may be starting to really like her. I think she ( Read more... )

Well, I almost finished installing my alarm today. I forgot to diode isolate the door triggers though, so it keeps triggering the alarms warning every 20 minutes. I will finish that up tomorrow. After I finish the alarm, I will work on finishing the lights I got for my interior....

So, my audience has basically disappeared. Now it's just me rambling on to myself. A treat, a terror, a tango? My insane ramblings will now be more correct. I think.... Should I attempt contact with old friends? Friends I haven't seen in a while? Friends who weren't really that close? Dunno...... But what have I got to lose?...

So, lots of people have been avoiding me lately. I don't think I did anything to deserve it, but what do I know? Well, I am a certified professional mobile electronics installer. Weeeeee. Other than that, my life has been pretty shitty as of late..............

A simple phrase, and a world of hurt ensues. I have not been hurt so bad in a long time......What should have been a fun night was interrupted. I was unaware of the other plans. And the fact that there were other plans just means that I am worthless to her. An unimportant fool......It really hurts.......

And so, dreams are shattered. Hopes crushed. The inevitable march towards nothing. From what once was success, now only failure. A bitter memory in what once was an optimistic outlook. Only fools rush-in where angels fear to tread. How prophetic....

Well, being an installer is fun. I get to take apart peoples cars and then put them back together. It's fun. And yet, I long for something more.... Oh well... I need to goto probation tomorrow. another 8 months left after this visit. Man it sucks. Money, time, the threat of jail. Bah. I've also been street racing too much lately. Gotta ( Read more... )