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Our Only Heart

Aug 11, 2010 00:51

Our Only Heart
Sungmin-centric, 400 words, G
something silly for ky_rin
written while listening to this :) i imagine sungmin lives in a house like winnie the pooh's.

( Don't forget, soon I'll be by your side all the time /
Even when at dawn you gaze at the starry sky alone /
Don't let your only heart become darkened by sadness /
I'll change your sighs into the spring breeze )

sj: c: sungmin, fandom: super junior

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ky_rin August 11 2010, 04:57:12 UTC

daw you :')

warmboys August 11 2010, 05:00:08 UTC

goodnight, sungmin ♥

ky_rin August 11 2010, 05:02:54 UTC

you're making me cry, lol. good night, you ♥

also, kind of want to watch The Cat Returns again. I watched it such a long time ago.

warmboys August 11 2010, 05:04:55 UTC

don't cry D: *dehydrates you*

me too! i watched it with this dude i had a crush on so i totally didn't focus on the movie at all.

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ky_rin August 11 2010, 05:20:16 UTC

I love how Sungmin just waltzes back into Sungmin's life, and how Sungmin just is like, okay bbface, talk to you tomorrow, you better still be here.

People are so dirty, he thinks, smiling.
Pffft no I swear I'm clean. Apparently we have 182++ types of bacteria on our skin. And our face is a zoo.

warmboys August 11 2010, 05:27:29 UTC

it's like with friends you don't talk to for ages but you know everything'll still be the same when you do get together again :)

HAHA. our face is a zoo? sounds like you should drabble that.

briybriybriy August 11 2010, 11:06:29 UTC

wait, wait, wait... i'm v. troubled.

is he crazy? and has been for 5 years?

warmboys August 11 2010, 13:50:54 UTC

you can think of it that way if you'd like! here is sort of what i meant (which ultimately doesn't matter once it's written and shown to other people, but since you asked XD): (highlight to read)

from what i know of sungmin, he seems to struggle with his identity the most within suju. or rather, "with his identity within suju the most." this ficlet sort of plays with the idea of leaving a part of yourself behind and coming back to retrieve it later. sungmin 1 stays in pooh-bear's house and lives a peaceful, quiet life while he wears for traveler!sungmin to come back. there's no resentment when he does, because he knew he would, it was just a matter of time.

briybriybriy August 11 2010, 14:16:56 UTC

oh, sungmin in pooh-bear house is the best thing ever.

yes, he definitely seems to have identity struggles, both within-suju and within-himself, because of being a star and having to find a persona that will stand out.

on the surface it was too... comfortable and happy-seeming to be overtly about him being crazy, but I guess I just always worry about him being crazy. is that weird? :)

pooh-bear house.

warmboys August 11 2010, 14:21:27 UTC

that's not weird at all XD not when you care about someone and their sanity!

haha, i don't even know. i think it's a mix of the song, which feels like a callback to someone else's childhood, whereas my childhood would include winnie the pooh... and so that happened XD

bamthegreat August 12 2010, 10:40:02 UTC

this is a wonderful piece of writing.
I felt something stinging my cheeks after I read it. then I realized, I'm already crying. :')

good job.

warmboys August 12 2010, 12:36:10 UTC

thanks so much, and i'm sorry! i'm so touched that it was able to move you. <3

water_bottles August 13 2010, 02:06:37 UTC

This was beautiful. ;____;
Sungmin hasn't been written this well in a long time.

warmboys August 13 2010, 02:18:48 UTC

thanks so much for reading ;__; i'd like to write him properly one day.