The End of the Waterworks?

[wao_wao]

Four nights ago I dreamed I was at Alice-chan's wedding. She was far away and I didn't get to talk to her at all, but I remember crying lots of happy tears. Re-re was among the guests and when she saw me she said "ah! It's you!" -- in my dream she recognized me because in real life I was on a train with her on Monday

Comments

[flower_ballet]

For some reason, this post made me feel really warm inside. I think it's because... even though it's full of tears, it's also full of all the happiness you've experienced while in Japan. I'm glad I could get to see those moments in glimpses from afar.

[wao_wao]

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Thank you, you're very sweet. I hope I have time to share more, albeit belatedly, once I'm on the other side of the ocean!!

[michiru42]

I agree with flower ballet. All these experiences you've had...finding something to feel so strongly about is amazing and wonderful, even with the burnout and pain now. I feel lucky to get to read about it.

[wao_wao]

finding something to feel so strongly about is amazing and wonderful

It's true. I'm glad that other people know this too, and find some measure of happiness in reading my journal -- I'm very happy and honored in return. ^_____^ ♥ ♥ ♥

[lljie_kuen1982]

Hi there, I've just been reading your journal for the past few months but first time commenting. I'm sorry for your lost and eventual parting from Japan, and there's nothing I can really say to dull that kind of pain. But for what it's worth, you've given me (as a reader) two or more years worth of history that can only be captured by someone who was actually there and experienced the Takarazuka phenomenon first-hand--the bad times and good times. Your experience is irreplaceable and the entries you've made to this journal are irreplaceable, and I'm truly honored and grateful that you've shared it. Your angel is intelligent, beautiful and can look forward to her own future regardless of where it takes her and I wish her and you the very best. Take care:-).

[wao_wao]

Gosh, why do people keep coming out of the woodwork to say such amazingly sweet things ;________; ♥ ♥ ♥ Thank you so much for your words and well-wishes. It's really encouraging to know that people are cheering for me, and Alice-chan as well :D ♥

[ladybretagne]

*hugs* Thank you for sharing all of this, darling. On a purely selfish level, I'm glad to be able to know how you're doing, but it means a lot to be able to go through this whole thing vicariously through you.

[wao_wao]

*hugshugs* ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ I may be on the upswing now, finally? After several breakdowns today, which I was too burnt-out to post >.>;;; Anyway, it touches me to know that everybody cares to read my angst and live through this with me.

[ladybretagne]

We're your friends, sweetheart! That's what we're here for. ♥ ♥ ♥