Comments | wanttobeatree: lol at self.

wanttobeatree

lol at self.

Jul 29, 2009 20:57

HAHA I know, I know, kinkmeme prompts are meant to be anon, but I am just so amused at myself I had to share. I can cheerfully and loudly talk about most kinks, whether I like them or not, but I have NEVER FELT SHYER ABOUT PORN IN MY LIFE than when I was requesting this. Which reads, if you cba w/ clicking the link:

Request: Sam/Dean, bottom!Sam ( Read more... )

fetch me the smelling salts, my pearls i shall clutch them, sam winchester needs a hug, cock, *facepalm*, secretly i like bottom!sam okay

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dangomango July 29 2009, 20:14:05 UTC

You know I love bottom!Sam. No need to be embarrassed in front of me :P Honestly all the bottom!Sam requests (and lack of responding ficlets!) make me YEARN for the ability to write fanfic.

Really I just want onelittlesleep to fill ALL the bottom!Sam prompts because she writes a wicked hot bottom!Sam.

IF ONLY PEOPLE WOULD JUST SHARE MY EXACT LIKES AND DISLIKES D: God I hope I'm saying that ironically. I think it's one of those days.

wanttobeatree July 29 2009, 20:19:19 UTC

SECRETLY I LOVE IT TOO. But only inside my head. I've just never found a bottom!Sam fic that really works for me. I HAVE read some of onelittlesleep's stuff (when nargynargy was trying to make me see the bottom!Sam light) and it was pretty good, but still not quite right. I HAVE THIS AMAZING SCHMOOPY H/C BOTTOM!SAM VISION AND NOBODY WILL WRITE IT FOR ME.

I think I might end up writing it myself, if this request doesn't fulfil my shameful desires -_-

dangomango July 29 2009, 20:25:26 UTC

I *~DEMAND~* that you write it anyway! That way you'll have TWO bottom!Sam stories. Nudgenudgenudge.

wanttobeatree July 29 2009, 20:27:07 UTC

adjsfkdjfda oh god. -_-

Maybe later.

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wanttobeatree July 29 2009, 20:22:56 UTC

OH THE SHAME. THE SHAME :((((

And oh god now this is how you're going to remember me. UM. UM I LIKE IT WHEN SAM TAKES DEAN MANFULLY FROM BEHIND AND BITES HIM, TOO.

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wanttobeatree July 29 2009, 20:37:13 UTC

Ahahaaaa FLESH THINKS I'M AWESOME, IT'S TRUE. *preens etc* (Maybe I could make her write me bottom!Sam... >.>)

OMG LOL. VERY, VERY LOUD LOL.

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kali1967 July 29 2009, 20:23:25 UTC

Hee, I find it so funny when people are ashamed of certain kinks that others think are really normal, or even when it's really tame compared to what they also like.

I was really tempted to request some sappy post-hunt shower!sex that had Dean taking care of Sam, but then I got all squirmy and didn't. I've written panties!kink and orgasm denial and rough sex galore, but I couldn't ask for that, lol.

wanttobeatree July 29 2009, 20:25:55 UTC

IT IS SO WEIRD, isn't it. I am baffled at myself. And still really embarrassed. Apparently kinky top!Sam porn is more vanilla than schmoopy bottom!Sam ~making love~ to me.

LOL schmoopy bottom!Sam making love to me. YES PLEASE. But you know what I mean.

kali1967 July 29 2009, 20:27:13 UTC

I think it's possibly because I'm so used to reading him as being a toppy bastard that to have him being all bottom-y and submissive just seems really weird and kinky. But still very pretty :P

EDIT-Ha, I didn't even notice that till you edited! Freudian slip at it's best, I think :)

theoret July 29 2009, 20:47:34 UTC

AHAHAHA, I AM TOTALLY JUDGING YOOOUUU.

No, but seriously, if I could remember what prompts I'd left on the kink meme, they'd probably be way more shameful than that (...wait, have I even left any prompts on this one? I might have just been seconding things. Still. SHAMEFUL THINGS. SHAME).

It is strange what things ping your shame meter and what things don't! I am more shy about admitting to reading watersports than anal fisting (pfft, fisting is just, like, fingering. Only more-so. Not shameful at all!), but I still have no idea if that actually is the correct shame-ranking for those two kinks by the standard of normal, non-fannish people. I would ask a normal person, but it's kind of hard to slip into casual conversation.

wanttobeatree July 29 2009, 20:55:25 UTC

GASP YOU USE MY OWN OWL AGAINST ME?

I'M NOT SURE WHAT'S MORE SHAMEFUL THAN BOTTOM!SAM. Jared making Harley rape Audrey whilst Jensen's shagging Harley and JDM's watches watching?* ... ahaha lol this is a weirdly hilarious mental image.

And let's not forget that to most normal, non-fannish people SLASH IS PRETTY KINKY. I have had far too many conversations where I casually mention pegging or what have you and then have to explain it to those poor, deprived, nonfan souls :(

... maybe I will ask barthi where she'd rank fisting on the kink scale. She's normal!

*Haha Jensen fucking a watch. Now that I would like to see. Possibly the super expensive homo watch Jared got him? Hmmm.

theoret July 29 2009, 21:15:50 UTC

MUAHAHAHA etc.

LOL. Well I did not request that.

I KNOW. I totally cannot deal with how kink-squeamish non-fans are. My friend thought I'd ~judge~ her because she had a threesome. I HAD KIND OF FORGOTTEN THREESOMES WERE 'KINKY' UNTIL SHE MENTIONED SHE WAS WORRIED WHAT I'D THINK.

I just asked my brother! He made a DNWWW

wanttobeatree July 29 2009, 21:25:30 UTC

I FEEL... BETRAYED.

But now you are going to for lulz, amirite?

adsfjkdgfd lol. lol. Threesomes are kinky. Bless these non-fan people! Sometimes I kind of worry that when I actually get around to ~my first time~, I will scare the guy/gal away by going RIGHT, WHERE'S THE STRAP-ON? or something.

LOL AT YOUR BRO. idk I think I might agree with him, although in a less shocked/appalled way. Anal fisting is definitely more painful, which makes me go D: a bit. (Although I have read some v. hot fisting, so w/e. Not much D:)

YOU SHOULD REQUEST IT. WHILST YOU ARE REQUESTING THE JARED/JENSEN/HARLEY/AUDREY/JDM. MULTITASKING!

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wanttobeatree July 29 2009, 21:02:17 UTC

I AM SHOCKED AT MYSELF. SHOCKED, I TELL YOU!

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wanttobeatree July 29 2009, 21:10:14 UTC

SAM thinks of the pornography. Always he is thinking of it. He probably looks at pictures of massive guys being fucked by twinks and then cries because oh how he wants it but he has written himself into the role of the top and he CANNOT ESCAPE. But one day Dean finds him sobbing in the bathroom because he tried to stick a brush up his arse and somehow got it the wrong way around. So Dean takes pity and gives Sam a good hard rogering. YEP.

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