All I can do is sing a lullaby in my head, hoping you can hear it inside your own.

[wantedfairytale]

Well I haven't died off yet. Unfortunately. The little one is here. Tristan Taye Clark. Yep. I have the baby blues, I believe. I'm bleeding out of the vagina and its disgusting. Me and Paul got into a fight too. Every thing's just fucking up. I can't get much sleep cause of those damn nurses setting that 2 hour eating routine with the little guy.

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[theyleftmealone]

Please don't die. It would make me sad. Very sad. I'm glad the baby's ok at least. I want to see him outside of the icky hospital. He was beautiful. Sorry about the whole post partum depression. I really am. And all thaat other lovely stuff you are going through, I am so sorry. Tell him to stop being a man. Which means cut his testicles off and seel them to Duke for 200 grand. I would do it. I don't think it would help. But we can hope. or I can. I'm sure it will get better. It will just take a while to get adjusted to. Like I can even empathize. I guess I'm being Susie advice giver this evening. And I think hospital people are retarded. I would lewt him sleep all the time. I'm sure it'll be ok. You should get uber good pain pills from someone. I heart you dear. http://www.4woman.gov/faq/postpartum.htm

[neverlandfairy]

Oh Marissa please don't die on us. There would be many sad people in this place that would be sad if you did. Things will get better with time and I know that. There is a lot of people on your side right now, we love you very much, and we are all still praying for you! Tristian and you both will be very happy after some little bad things turn into good. Everything will turn out GREAT, so don't fret on it!

<3, Andrea

[sweetpea2005]

damn. congradulations. ur a mom. and u have the new mommy blues. i think ur tough enough to take it, so dont die. i would miss you a whole lot. well i'm going to go now. i gotta go. xoxo