I suppose I should clarify. Last Monday I broke up with Mary. It's complicated, and I won't go into it, but I just realized that right now, it will be better for both of us this way. It really sucks though. She still means a lot to me. I can't deny that. I never will ( Read more... )

Yes, I feel like shit. No, I don't want to stop.

Yes, of course I still love her. No, I don't want to stop.

Honestly, all I want to do right now is call her and tell her about my day, but I have to force myself not to. What happens from here? If today is any hint to the answer, I don't want to know the rest.

This weekend's been pretty busy. It's good though, it's distracting me from thining about Mary too much since she's away. Haven't talked to her since Wednesday. :( Of course, she does force herself into my mind quite often, but I've had lots of things to keep me from getting too lonely from it ( Read more... )

Hey if anyone is planning on seeing Rent in concert this weekend, please let me know. I want to go but I'm too insecure to go alone.

Well Mary's off to Quebec right now. I hope she has fun. It's only the first night, though, and I don't know what to do. I should be on the phone. Hmm ( Read more... )

Two "of the Day"s today, folks.

4-9-05: Kitten-Robot interaction of the Day! (by request)

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Well I think the Kitten of the Day thing has run it's course, so that will end, I promise.

But I have good news, I'm now providing "Old-Style Robot of the Day!"


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Technically it's 4-7-05 which means Mary and I have been together for a year now. :) I'm sure I'll write more about it tomorrow, but for now, I dedicate this Kitten of the Day to you Mary Jacquel. I love you.


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