yay...new bg. Everyone who's anyone should come and see it. You won't regret it.

more on life later.

I need to stop being so damned...impressionable, and do my own thing. I used to think...I was incapable of doing anything on my own, of my own accord. I used to think...every thing I learned about life came from everything I read and saw and heard. I lived like manga characters lived, I thought as whatever philosopher I was reading about at the ( Read more... )

Well, life really sucks right now. I'd put it more bluntly or poetically if I could, but I can't. I wrote several poems a couple of days ago. I had to drop my Art History class because the one class I didn't go to just happened to be the midterm and the stupid teacher (who is abuot...3 years older then me) won't let me make it up. I'm lieing to my ( Read more... )

I always ended up thinking about "The many lives of John Lennon". I always hoped that some one someday would research and glorify and write so exhaustingly of my life as they did of John Lennons. I desperately wanted to make sure that some one else besides me knew...it all made sense. Every last bit of it ( Read more... )

I thoroughly hate both sexes. I hate boys because they fall over like a god damned leaf of grass to the wind for my ohh so innocent litte waif girl friend and do whatever she says, including trying to hook up with her and god knows what else. It DOES give it a bit more sting however when I also mention that these guys are my friends, whom I talk to ( Read more... )

haven't updated in a long time ( Read more... )

what!? cheesy inner monologues in a FF game? And death metal? Weird ( Read more... )

so...aces solid on the Deli section of Delicious Orchards ;) I'm dead now though...-_- Went to the mall right after and got FF10 and Rygar for less then 30 bucks! Sweet!

had a dream last night I just remembered. I woke up (in my dream) and looked out the window. It looked like it had snowed but something looked...odd. I went outside and jumped into the snow...only to find my shoes were covered in ashes. four or five inches of ashes...

Finally FINALLY finished my stupid art history. Everyone I talk about it to nearly grabs me by the throat and yells at me to go to Brooks, but does anyone really understand what its like leaving the place you've known your whole life, all of your carefully made fortifications, painstakingly placed defenses to go 3000 miles away from the people you ( Read more... )