Comments | waiting2fall: sick sick sick..(long entry)

waiting2fall

sick sick sick..(long entry)

Jun 13, 2004 10:42

i wonder if you could actually choose your friends, would my 'friends' choose me now...i mean in a way i guess i was never chosen because i just showed up at the rock one day and the way its wittled down its us thats left....

im really pissed off at them all right now.for so many reasons.i no the only person that might read this that its relevant ( Read more... )

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jeffhardyoholic June 13 2004, 06:15:11 UTC

"i really dont think its too much to ask considering the amount ive done for them, mainly dani n kat" - Yea cos tellin me 2 break up with joe was SUCH a great thing that u did 4 me!

jeffhardyoholic June 13 2004, 06:18:43 UTC

"i cant believe how ive been treated after how nice ive been" - WE didnt treat u anythin bad! Yea ok so we left cos ud disappeared 4 about 45mins n never came bk! U isolated urself from the group
WE DIDNT FUCKIN ASK U 2 MOVE DID WE?!
WE ASKED U 2 ACTUALLY SIT WITH US BUT NOOOOOOOOOO LIL MISS IM GONNA SIT IN THE CORNER N B MISERABLE TOOK OVER YA MIND N WENEVA I ASKED U IF U WERE OK OR 2 COME N SIT WITH US FUCKIN SNAPPED AT ME!

jeffhardyoholic June 13 2004, 06:20:55 UTC

Yea ... and if ur friends r the most important thing 2 u jess u wudnt say shit like that... n push us away... cos quite frankly i dun wanna speak 2 u right now.. yea ok im seein it how i wanna... but lets face it u do that2! n u kno it!
Dont ever fuckin say iv never been there cos i have n still wud be but wen u over react about fuckin everythin its startin 2 get a lil bit too much...
See ya around...
Kat xXx

jeffhardyoholic June 13 2004, 06:23:15 UTC

o n 1 more thing...
How ocme u always have the need 2 "go find new friends" u sed that wen we were supposedly ur "best friends who u loved 2 bits" ... were we not good enough 4 u or sumthin?!

Re: hmmm waiting2fall June 13 2004, 06:49:07 UTC

yeah..ok kat..like i sed i didnt mean half of what i sed..is that not registerin with you? anyway im not goin thru each thing uve wasted ure time sayin n pickin it apart..just the one..since when was it not a good thing i ADVISED you to get rid of joe? im oh so sorry i didnt want to see you be hurt n treated like shit, n i'm sorry i thought you'd b better off without him, which lets face it, u r. r u not happier now with oz than you have been with joe for the last 4 or 5 months? whatever its not like i did it to do sumthin bad, wat do i hav to gain outta that? anyways whatever, if u dont see it as me helpin then theres nothin i can do.all this is just how i feel so whatever.its pointless arguin it wont change anythin..

anonymous June 13 2004, 13:06:30 UTC

I think it's a bit hypocritical of u by saying people cant handle honesty suggesting you can, when you clearly can't, considering the notes this kat has left yours a lot n then ur nasty little reply. Also it sounds like u completely isolated urself, and you say all you wanted was some acknowledgement, but people did give you some acknowledgement, since asking how u are is actually enquiring about whats the matter with you. You failing to cooperate with them is your own fault, and why couldnt you have just told this to them all then? You're brave enough to be honest here but not to their faces? Coward ( ... )

waiting2fall June 13 2004, 13:12:29 UTC

no i havent had many friends, not real ones, in fact these people are the first real friends i've had, n yeah it is sad but so fucking what. i always knew friends come and go but when you're stuck in quicksotic ways you dont think about that.im not botherin with a huge reply because i've sorted things with kat now so thats that pretty much it, i guess some bits still need to be ironed out.do i know you?..well more importantly do you know me? because your sayin an awful lot you seem to know absolutely nothing about...