The finals were fun. I enjoyed Social Science even though I can't help feeling that he's wrong about the relationship of alienation to mental illness. We all feel alienated sometimes. It would have made more sense if if he'd drawn the same conclusions about anomie. Doesn't he understand about Sunnydale? All that stuff about knowing that the ( Read more... )

I feel stunned with the tired. I wanted to celebrate Beltane. Well, I'm a Wicca, and even that silly Wicca Group got to celebrate even if they did probably use empowering Bakewell tarts and toast marchmallows round the fire! Tanith said they were going to jump it! Doesn't she realise that's for fertility? From what I've heard she - oh, who cares. ( Read more... )

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I went to the Inn late. I still have a nasty feeling that the Aragon Fetch might arrive and act as if it knows me, but maybe it would go to the Bronze or something? I don't think I told it to go anywhere in particular, and maybe not even to recognize me. I think I would have needed a mirror, for that. I was so sleepy that night that the spell ( Read more... )

I've been really jumpy since Valentine week and the big dance. Luckily Mom doesn't notice much. Leah forgot some things when she left and she phoned about them. We sent them off last Friday. She bought these handpainted plates with a whole big thick ring of 22 carat gold around the rim. I think she maybe got them from Buffy's mother - and I kind of ( Read more... )

I'm getting more and more sort of griefy. I'm lying here, eating chocolate and recording the entry because I just don't want to sit at the laptop like a good little Nerd! It's just, I've somehow turned into - what did Xander call me that time? "Old Reliable" or "Old faithful" or something. Everyone saying ( Read more... )

11 a.m. I didn't get any Valentine cards. None. Not even one one of those friendly, silly - I'm glad Aunt Leah isn't here. She'd have gone on and on about it. I don't have a date for the dance. I won't get a date for the dance. not if nobody liked me enough to send a card ( Read more... )

The Lord of the Rings marathon was fun. It was nice to relax. I felt kind of jittery at first. I thought it was from being in the dark. Wouldn't you think vampires would just love a movie theater? They could pick their moment and just lean over and ... so I was kind of jumpy. I nearly reached for Xander's hand. Then I realized there was a fat ( Read more... )

Buffy has really been working on her classes this year. Her marks could make me feel threatened! Well, maybe not. I'm still pretty much a brain, but it's nice we've got something in common. I don't know how she could pick Intro to Theater, though. She may think the Prof. is cute but he's kind of - oh, I don't know. She gets on well with ( Read more... )

I promised Giles I'd take a look at his computer, so I went to the shop. Xander was there. His parents have decided to charge him more rent. That basement isn't worth it. At least my mother never tried to charge me rent for my room. I'm sure she notices that I'm still there - I think she does. Leah would have told her, anyway. I was trying to ( Read more... )