Sophia Loren and I watched her latest movie at an Upper East Side theater ( Read more... )

AAARRRGHGHGHGHRGGRHGHRGHHHHHH! Ok I'm sorry. Why do I blow up at people I love the most when I'm stressed out. It's like I need to cuss and scream for a few minutes and when I get the slightest opportunity to I do and now I'm sorry. But I'm still mad I just didn't mean to have a huge fit like that. AAAAAARGHGHGHGHGHGHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I ( Read more... )

I am such a bad phone person. I apologize to anyone of my friends who call me and I don't answer and never call back or sound like a bitch on the phone. I don't know why I do this or why I come off as not such a nice person on the phone, I will try to fix it, but I am foreseeing that it will not be easily fixable so I could very well give up ( Read more... )

Mmmmmm I slept so much yestaurday. Had some pretty vivid dreams. I keep having this recurring dream where I somehow easily get a brand new car. And each time I have this dream the car just gets cooler and cooler. The first one was a new Volkswagen Bug and then the next dream was a sky blue Camaro like the one in that movie The Mexican? Anyways I ( Read more... )

maybe i'm not ready

so i'm ready to go back to greensboro. ready to be in a show again. ready to have some more freedom back. ready to just start doing something. and i need to exercise. i'll admit i had a wonderful wonderful break although not winter wonderful there was no damn snow at all, how about its 70 degrees outside now but whatever. anyways most of it was ( Read more... )

I am so damn happy here in the g-spot, but i am sooo ready to move my happy ass back home for awhile. i miss everyone sooo much, its incredible. Happy, happy northwest reunion. But next semester is going to rock my socks off- BFA program here i come (haha just trying to slip that achievement in) and haleys coming too! yeyah. why won't my room mate ( Read more... )

This whole situation is still here. I thought it was gone, but its not. I tried to put it in the past, I really did. I even shared a wonderful, magical, beautiful experience with you and I got the chance to forget the whole thing for a few perfect hours. Its not working anymore though. I'm still frustrated, hurt, angry, confused, but still in love ( Read more... )

why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why WHY did you do this to me?

Now i feel so fucking alone.

i like this cat