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[voodoochile17]

sitting at home doing nothing...
its a new weekend hobby that i've been getting kinda used to.
im not really asking for it, it just kinda happens.
and im learning to enjoy the alone time a little.
most of the time i dont do this.
but the change of pace is refreshing.

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[itsalovescene]

Since you disabled comments on the entry above this one I thought I would comment here. I'm not really understanding why you seem to have to complain about everything in your life. You have a roof over your head, you have family, you have friends. You don't have to worry much about anything because it's all taken care of. You work a job that no matter what you say about it, you probably like because you've been there awhile. You don't really have many bills, and nothing bad has really happened to you in recent months. Stop whining about stupid shit and just look at your life compared to other peoples. Maybe then you wouldn't complain about every damn thing in the book.

[voodoochile17]

it may not be as bad as everyone else has it, but i still have a right to complain. im well aware of the things that i have going for me, which is why i leave those out of the picture. nobody's ever 100 percent happy with their situation. thats how people get things done, by identifying what they dont like and trying to change it. i know people who have more going for them than i do...and guess what? they can find something they're not happy with as well. thats life, people always want more. i complain about the things that im not happy with, and it just takes me a while to get motivated enough to do something about them. so im gonna go about things the way i always have regardless of your opinion of my "right" to do so.

so i think you should get the fuck off my back, and stop trying to make me feel guilty for doing something that everyone does.

[itsalovescene]

Everyone has the right to complain once in awhile. You are right. But really that's all you ever do. I wasn't trying to make you feel guilty about anything. I have my bad days too where I was to say fuck everything and sorta just sleep all day. I was trying to make you realize that every word that comes out of your mouth doesn't have to be a complaint about things that don't really matter. You don't have to be such an asshole about it. It pisses me off that you can't be thankful for anything in your life. That whenever you're around people ALL you have to say is negative things about a life that isn't really that bad. The whole time I was up there, everytime you came over, that's all you did. I don't care what you do really. You'll continue to be miserable living the way you do, but that's your life. I just thought you would need someone who cares just a little bit to let you know that you're being a little bit ridiculous.

[voodoochile17]

well i get what you're saying, when you put it that way.

i wasnt trying to be an asshole before, i just was really pissed off right then and the way you said it didnt really hit me right.

and dont think im not thankful for anything in my life, i know what i have in, and im grateful for all of it. the things that i complain about are just things that im not happy with. they may be trivial and unimportant to you, but its not really your problem what i worry about. the way i deal with things is usually just to vent them all out at once when theyre present in my mind to kinda get it out of my system. thats how ive always done things. and im sorry if it bothered you while you were around, or anyone else for that matter.