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[volatilevirus]

If yesterday was a good day, then today was shitty. For no particular reason, mind you, I just feel so sad. I have a portfolio due tomorrow, 10 drawings. I have started 9 and completed none. And quite honestly, I have no desire to go finish. What the hell is wrong with me?

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[ohbrooke]

i totally empathize with you

[vintica]

The weather?

:(

[volatilevirus]

probably... either that or I may finally have to come to terms with the fact that I may be manic/depressive. These mood swings have got to go!

[_madhatters]

You know, here's the thing. There's this expectation the people have for themselves that they be the go-getter proactive person who really gives 100% all the time and gets shit done. I am absolutely one of the people who tries to put myself into that group. Then, I have a THREE page paper due, like the shortest a paper can possibly be, on a subject I know tons about, and I can NOT do it. And I constantly think, "What the hell. I must have hyperthyroidism or something; I have no energy to do this. What's wrong with me?" Then, I look around, and see that EVERYONE else in the world is going through the same thing. You and I are the majority by far. The people who do their work a week in advance are the fucking crazy people.

So, I know that doesn't do any of the work for you, but just know that you aren't crazy or defective because you have no motivation to do homework. You are in the same boat as 98% of people in school.

Feel better. You're probably extremely talented anyway. Just not motivated by homework. Good luck.