tired, and ready for this change to come.

tired and sore. this week built up so much. feeling deflated.
needing more from this place. i'm worn out.
two years and i'm still rebuilding. build, destroy, build.
i miss too much and i dont push enough.

time at home for christmas was well spent. got to spend a lot of time with chris and lisa, saw old friends, good friends and family. my dad tried starting new christmas traditions, we ate and drank a lot, and it was the first christmas that the whole family wasnt together, eddy couldnt make it home ( Read more... )

working machine. makes me feel like less than i know i am ( Read more... )

had a good stint in chicago. great to see friends and hit some old spots. got to hang out at the poetry foundation with ashley, get some drinks with folks at cleo's and watch the browns/steelers game. ate my favorite sandwich at lucia's and hit some record stores on friday before heading down to uic pavilion to hang out with chris before the show. ( Read more... )

busy week of work ( Read more... )

had a nice weekend at home. arrived wednesday night and hung out with ross and the guys at larry's for a bit, headed to the firehouse to meet my dad, chiff, danielle, rick, also pat and his brother were up there. a nice meetup. drank too many christmas ales, and a shot or two too many, caught up with everyone and spent the rest of the night on the ( Read more... )

i've been working a whole lot. need to, and need to work more even. it's hard to dig out of this hole ( Read more... )

if you've ever sent me a letter, a card or written me a nice note, i still have it; and the boxes of them to prove it.

It's been a few weeks of meaning to clack at these here keys ( Read more... )