I so want to write here right now... And I so wanted to write here these past few days... but the thing is my head is spinning real fast, and I have so much anguish and I am so hurt that I can barely think straight about what's happening ( Read more... )

I hate to see you cry
Lying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears and listen

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No, it wont all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good

You know, it's nothin' new,
Bad news never had good timing
Then the circle of ( Read more... )

... That I will stop waiting for your apologize.
I won't be here forever.

I thought it was easy to love. And that difficult would be not to have whom I could curl up in the afternoon's rain.
I thought that love was sweet. Because the loneliness's bitter I've always had, to taste whenever I wanted, at the top of my tongue.
I thought about a dream life, an unreal house, which would fit one another, and maybe even one more, ( Read more... )

And, all of sudden, it's just this change of moods. These upside-downs...
The coming and going of the things are just not right. Too fast, too hurtful.
It's six a.m. now but it all started at twelve;
To be honest, I don't even know when it all really started. A month, maybe two, even three ago?
I can't tell, and this sentence should be taken as ( Read more... )

I do miss you.

I am sick, again ( Read more... )