FIC [JA/JP]: i wanna hold you high and steal your pain.
Title: i wanna hold you high and steal your pain.
Pairing(s): Jensen/Jared.
Rating: R.
Word Count: 300.
Disclaimer: The boys belong to themselves, I just like to play with them every now and then.
Summary: "Don't be stupid." He decides on saying before he leans forward and wraps his boyfriend up in his arms.
Warnings: Drug use, angst, crazy!Jensen, AU.
Notes: First in my The World Is Fucked 'verse. For the purpose of this story and the rest of the verse, both boys are 17. Written for spn_30snapshots. My table is located here. Title from Seether.
Jared's drunk. Too drunk to see straight but not drunk enough to forget any of this happened tomorrow morning. That's what The Lady's for. She helps him forget and makes him feel good all at once. She's been kind to him tonight - no trips to the bathroom, no passing out - and Jared smiles his thanks at the needle next to his knee.
Jared's vision is hazy, but he can make out the shape of Jensen's body. He's weaving through the crowd, looking better than anyone has a right to in faded jeans and dark blue t-shirt. His balance is good, too good, and Jared frowns because his boy's still flying straight instead of up. His head lolls to the side when the other man reaches him, drops to his knees right there in front of him, and he reconsiders that last thought.
Jensen's not flying so straight tonight after all. He looks half crazed and Jared knows instantly that past demons must be haunting him, allowing him no peace. What're they taunting him with today? he wonders, idly.
"D'you think I'm crazy?" Jensen asks, just like that, his voice rightthere, lazy vowels making his southern drawl thicker than usual. "D'you think maybe we're all crazy?"
Jared's quiet for a moment, half drunk, so gone, and trying to think of an appropriate answer. He scans the room, takes everything in; the drinks, the people, the drugs. He looks at his arms, sees the track marks that refuse to stop bleeding. He looks at Jensen, sees the fear littering his beautiful green eyes.
"Don't be stupid." He decides on saying before he leans forward and wraps his boyfriend up in his arms.
No more questions.