It seems like I've changed, yet again. Courtney said I was fun and easy going, but now I'm uptight and moody. She keeps telling me to "chill out." I'm so stressed. I'm trying so hard not to lose her, and I manage to fuck things up. Just like I always do. Yup. When I wake up after I go to bed, which is soon, I'm just going to stay in my room ( Read more... )

Well today, the school periods were shortened due to the assembly so we could all see a "trailer" of Footloose. It was great, so Courtney and I are definetaly going to go see it tomorrow. After school, I left and got Courtney, and we ate dinner here. After that, we went for a LONG walk. We walked up to the cool private pavilion to run into a ( Read more... )

Went to school ( Read more... )

I'm the hugest asshole ever and I don't deserve my girlfriend.

My girlfriend is the best in the world. I love you Courtney!

L - Love is something you deeply believe in ( Read more... )

Well after school yesterday I went and picked up Courtney. Then my mom dropped us off at Club 342 for the show. Rape Victim played first, and I must say I love Josh Hagen. After them was The Red Death, they were alright. Cannae was next and they were good, seemed kind of full of themselves though. Then If Hope Dies came on and killed ( Read more... )

Went to school, found out about a few quizzes I didn't know about. Got a girl's phone number. Came home. Courtney came over. Hung out. Stupid stuff happened but of course we couldn't stay mad at each other. Made up. She is beautiful. Now I just finished eating a bowl of chicken poppers. If Hope Dies tomorrow night, then Grease on Saturday ( Read more... )

Went to the Hamlet play in Syracuse. It was really good. The bus ride sucked, there and back. The play was great, it was funny cause the ghost look like he was from space and Hamlet kept spitting everywheres. I feel sorry for the people in the front who got showered by him. Haha. After the play we went to the Carousel mall and ate. Then ( Read more... )

Today was just like every other school day. Came home, cooked, filled out some applications, and got my mom. I'm not driving to school tomorrow. Going to the Hamlet play in Syracuse. I'm talking to THEE greatest girl alive, my wonderful girlfriend. Well that's my attempt of an update, I'm gonna go back to watching American Idol and talking to ( Read more... )