My nan died tonight....

ok probably not a great opening line but i dont know what to say, how to feel or what im supposed to do.

2 days ago she was sitting up drinking tea that id made her and tonight she died.
ok she was ill, she had cancer and i knew that but how can you go from something so normal like drinking tea to nothing at all.?

Ok im so pimping my job right now but i will get commission for refferals so who cares ( Read more... )

ok so if anyone has any writing/creative talent http://www.angelicvampyre.com/board1/ is running a competition with prizes! all rules are on the site but its basically stories- cannon or non- cannon ( Read more... )

ok so ive decided i really need to kick start my life, first off i am going to start applying for better paid jobs instead of just bitching about how much i hate mine at the minute. i am dropping first application off today, doing it by hand because deadline for applications is today ( Read more... )

i am now blonde!! well ok not all blonde but half of me is,its quite strange but everyone says they love it so im gonna go with it ( Read more... )

oh my god i think my head is actually going to explode into little tiny pieces, and the floor kinda moves when im trying to walk on it. i havent been this hungover for ages and its not good. so picture this, 3 bottles of wine, 4 double vodkas and 7 shots of ouzo! and i have to be in work at 3 o clock ( Read more... )

ive been quite busy today, well busier than normal on my day off considering i usually sit on my butt and do nothing all day ( Read more... )

i really havent got a clue whats wrong with me this week, i feel really down and im not too sure why. i hate everything about my life right now and i cant be bothered with anything ( Read more... )

List five songs that you are currently digging. It doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good. But they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions in your blog along with your five songs. Then tag five other people to see what they're listening to ( Read more... )

i think i might actually collapse and fall asleep as im writing this. after trying to recover from my party on sunday i agreed to go and see Chris in manchester. Tuesday i went out with him and his mates Jordan and Heather. it was a laugh but we only ended up having 4 hours sleep, i made sure i had my shift covered at work on wednesday coz there ( Read more... )