Do I need one?

[viscerotika]

I have been AWOL for a long time. Forgive me. Psychotic episode and an epiphany of sorts. The internet was a bit of a crutch that I needed to get rid of. I have a need to integrate my personalities and this is not a good way to go about it. I think I can handle it now, as long as I don't fall into that again

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[rpeate]

You were missed. Just the other day I was wondering about you. I'm sorry to learn of these pains and hardships.

As Maria Bamford likes to say, I support you in your journey.

[viscerotika]

Dude, I am teflon. It all rolls off. It is that unbearable optimism again. Once upon a time I scraped the bottom of the barrel physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually and that feels like a lifetime ago. I can only go up. I have a vast gulf of possibility to look forward to.

I feel like I am growing spiritually at a great rate.

Or maybe I should have never read Jonathan Livingston Seagull.

Oh well...tis a giddy feeling.

[anthonyjaycee]

All you can be is yourself... anything else is compromising for someone or something, which ultimately isn't going to make you any happier, so probably best to compromise very little.

No reason darkness can't be optimistic. If you're happy, you're happy... right? If you're helping people deal with darkness, that's part of helping everyone be happier anyway-- it's just a part many think they can or should cover up. But they can't.

Yeah, I don't really get conformity either. :P

ignore illiterate assholes

[shavenwarthog]

perspective and balance are very good, not to sure of this "normal" word you speak of :)

your unique personality was missed. welcome back!

*hug*

oh hell yeah

[lomonthang]

Your stench is welcomed! I was thinking somebody might have iced you, good to see the flame aint extinguished yet, ya fuckin optimist ;-)

Re: oh hell yeah

[viscerotika]

I am rather like the Samurai, who used to set aside time everyday to contemplate death.

It is no coincidence that morticians have the highest relationship and job satisfaction rate in the world.

Missed you.