I can't sleep without Aislinn in my arms. I just can't. I'm terrified I'll lose her ( Read more... )

We did it. Renton was found guilty on a list of charges so long that he'll be in prison for the rest of forever. My statements and Dad's statements made a huge difference. People listened to me. I stood in front of a room full of strangers and I told them the darkest things about me and I was looked upon with compassion instead of hatred. They ( Read more... )

Quinn and Flynn surprised me by showing up for my gig tonight. How cool are they?! it went really well too. People listened which was awesome! I sang Daedalus first, and then a few more songs you all wouldn't know. Then I did a cover of Dead Wrong by The Fray, without the piano (travesty, but I don't PLAY the piano) and people liked it! They ( Read more... )

On the 18th, it will be a year since the Vanity Faire incident at Digital Anachronism studios... A year since I was laid low after never having suffered more than bruises from climbing trees. And not long until a year before I let Lane talk me into smoking that opium to relieve the pain in my legs. And then there's the anniversary of when I left ( Read more... )

I got suspended today. Some stupid skanks wouldn't leave me alone. They were bothering me about my arms and they kept going on and on about them.

( I don't think they're that bad anymore...they used to be worse... )

Alessa?

I read Spectre's post.

I can come to London. I can be there in three hours. My mum can drive and stay at Liz's with Dad and Damon. I can stay with you and help look after Bianca and Zoe. Aislinn has to come, but she's a good baby.

I want to be there for you.

Deirdre came to visit today, which was awesome. She met Aislinn and Lucy.

Aislinn's an angel. I know. WTF. Which means Aislinn's mother is an angel because fuck knows I'm not. So yeah...there's some heroin addicted angel (or possibly...ex-angel...) out there on the streets of Bristol...which could be potentially bad, right? Like...what if ( Read more... )

I wrote a song called I met my lover in Rehab which is semi auto-biographical and Dave wants me to play it at the pub! I've been working there and it's fun! Dave won't let me do the dishes, I help out in the kitchen. But I brought my guitar along the other day and I played the song for him and he loved it. It's supposed to be funny but also get ( Read more... )

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