It's been a long, long time...

[virtuistic]

I think I've fallen out of love with Matt. Finally.

Comments

[rhapsody]

Anything particular happen?

[virtuistic]

Well... we had a long talk the other night and some words were spoken and I just got home and realized that even though they hurt at the time... I don't really care. Today, whenever I thought of him or how I should get my skiing stuff back I didn't feel anything. No guilt, no nerves, no hope, nothing.

I still don't feel a thing. It kind of weirds me out.

[sarahmarie054]

Well it definitely sounds like you've made progress.
And that's a good thing, right?

[virtuistic]

Yeah, I really think it is. I haven't talked with him or seen him yet, but that doesn't bother me - and i know he's leaving tomorrow to go back to Switzerland... so yeah. Progress.

[greyduck]

Er... yay? I think?

*hugs* anyway.

[virtuistic]

*hugs*

Thank you. :)

[bottledglory]

I totally know what you're talking about. I had this moment a month ago and I was like...whoa...

[virtuistic]

The more I feel it.. or don't/i> I suppose, the better I feel. Still... 5 years and then nothin'?

[virtuistic]

Aaaaaaaaaaaaand I fail at html. Suck!

[notashamed]

if you're feeling good about it then yay. :) let's just hope the lack of emotion about it isn't the calm before the storm.

ILU

[slowbeats]

aww well good for you girl ♥ :)