i'm very depressed. everyone is having the time of there life teenage year. while i'm doing nothing. it's not like i don't want to do stuff, i do! but i'm so alone, that my confedence has now killed me. people expect differently of me. i hide my true feelings under my face, adn when i say something that may hurt myself or others, i think two secs afterwards "why did i say that. now they think i'm an evil freak".
and i wish i was more then...a normal human. not trying to sound freaky, but i wish, i was some sort of super human. superhero. that is all i would want to do in my life. save others. wealth doesn't matter. it's the feeling of "i'm unique, and i will never be forgotten by anyone", that matters to me.
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and i wish i was more then...a normal human. not trying to sound freaky, but i wish, i was some sort of super human. superhero. that is all i would want to do in my life. save others. wealth doesn't matter. it's the feeling of "i'm unique, and i will never be forgotten by anyone", that matters to me.
does the word -fox- mean anything at all to you?
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and the sewers are all muddied with a thousand lonely suicides
and a dark wind blows
the government is corrupt
and we're on so many drugs
with the radio on and the curtains drawn
we're trapped in the belly of this horrible machine
and the machine is bleeding to death
the sun has fallen down
and the billboards are all leering
and the flags are all dead at the top of their poles
it went like this:
the buildings tumbled in on themselves
mothers clutching babies picked through the rubble
and pulled out their hair
the skyline was beautiful on fire
all twisted metal stretching upwards
everything washed in a thin orange haze
i said: "kiss me, you're beautiful -
these are truly the last days"
you grabbed my hand and we fell into it
like a daydream or a fever
we woke up one morning and fell a little further down -
for sure it's the valley of death
i open up my wallet
and it's full of blood
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i have doubts, and i have time...i think.
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