My eyes look prettiest when I cry, they glow. But whenever I see my teary eyes, I cry harder

[virginsuccubus]

I'm going to fix my internet!!! No more constant DCing on RO. It pisses me off, and makes my zeny drain... >.< My family (excluding Dad b/c he isn't computer savvy) were talking about it and we decided it was b/c of our static IP address. Chris D., Joe's friend, has the same router as us, same bellsouth, same wireless, BUT he has a dymanic IP

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[aerial_enigma]

I'm rooting for you Nikki! I know how you feel about getting a job, it was rather difficult to talk to Katie about actually paying me. I thought she was gonna look at me funny. But in the end, it turned out that she was gonna start paying me anyway! But, my point is things will work out for you. I promise! Eh, and don't worry about your shyness or hating kids. I hate kids too and I work at summer camp, HAHA. But you do get used to them. And my love for horses is greater than my hate for kids, so I can deal! And if the same is true for you... Nikki's TKD Love > Hate for Little Children... then it'll work out for you too!

And don't worry about bitching. That's what journals are for. =D

[virginsuccubus]

Just b/c I like TKD doesn't mean I'll do good at this job. How am I suppost to speak to a herd of lil kids if I'm bad at talking in front of ppl and I don't like kids? Yea, that isn't good. I don't see a reason why Mr.Bartow would hire me-- other than the fact that I'm a blackbelt. And that he doesn't know my shyness and dislikes towards kids. Once he finds out, he'll have no problem dismissing me b/c he has the 2nd biggest studio in the state. He could hire anyone. Oh, and I'll have to walk to work every day. I'm scared of crossing the road. Sounds lame, but you have no idea what kind of people are behind the wheel... They could be drunk, on drugs, a murderer, or just not paying attention. They could kill you so easily and just slip away. I'm paranoid like that.
This job should be hard to achieve...