[Apologies for those of you who are driven insane by second-person references; I didn't set out to write it that way, it just kinda happened.]
I don't trust people. I also, simultaneously, trust completely. Every kindness you give to me, every tiny act of caring, I grab hungrily, sure that it's sincere. At the same moment, I am searching for
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It seems like an epiphany is not certain to help, but it's probably a precondition for improvement. I find that being mindful of negative instincts as they're going off is really useful for blocking them; I'd like to say "I see that it's bad as it's happening, so I stop", but I think the reality is something more like "I get distracted by analysis, which slows everything down, and blunts the instinct".
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