tonight was cool. we lost the power for a while. its was kind of cool. i used to love it when i was little and we lost power in the house. it would be so dark and quiet, with just the oil lamps going. i used to be afraid of the oil lamps though. i don't like fire. i cannt light a fire, deal with cigarette lighters, and no way are you going to get ( Read more... )

there's a two and a half year waiting period for that place i mentioned earlier. :( so i guess weare going to end up in a 800 a month apt. at least for a while.

i don't know why, but i feel really down today. whether it be the weather, the 2 1/2 yr waiting period or my hormones. i don't know. i feel nervous today also. and chocolate is not doing

well just a breif thing. my gram is going better. hey have her in teh nrsing home for a week or two, just to get her strength back ( Read more... )

mt grandmother is doing okay. it was hard at first. but she is getting better. she got out of icu today. and she should be home in a few days. what a relief. didn't think we would have her for much longer. but shes a tough old bird, and well as a fighter ( Read more... )

i don't think that my grandmother is going to see her great grandchild or see me married.

we took my grandmother to the hospital last night. she was having trouble breathing and she had an angina attack also. the docotor said that she probably had an heart attack. she was still having trouble breathing. they had her in a complete o2 mask, with a bag undernength it. they tried to swich her to the nose plug o2 thing, didn't work, they ( Read more... )

i got a cold. :( i hate colds. the worst part is that its a damn head cold. i would much rather have it be a chest cold then a head one. i don't need this now. uuurrrggg....

i called out of work today. the weather is just nasty... the roads are icy, because the rain is changing to sleet/snow, and its really windy. adam for once wanted me to stay home ( Read more... )

kat-remember how you were saying htat you are so emotional the other day... i think somehow you gave it to me lol i am crying for no apparent reason.

there was a request to post my wedding dress again :)
http://www.davidsbridal.com/bridal_gowns_detail.jsp?stid=1208&prodgroup=92

i gained two pounds. later on i may post some pics of me in the dress :)