On The Edge Of Sanity Ch 1: When The Pain Passes
Title: On The Edge Of Sanity
Rating: NC/17 (For Sexual and Violent Content)
Pairing: Hanchul / Sichul/ Heechul/?
Summary: Things start to go sour between Hankyung and Heechul as Hankyung prepares to go back to China to see his family. Now Heechul is left in Korea alone or is Siwon there to pick up the pieces.
Genre:Romance/Angst/Tragedy
Author's note:
Argh! Ok I had a bit of trouble with the summary, heck I still don't like it but it was the best I could do. Anyway initially I had intended to make this a Kangin centered Fic but I had the trouble of trying to figure out who would be his attacker seeing as how he could over power any other member, so in the end I decided to settle on Heechul since I always wanted to make an angsty fic involving Heechul.
I tried my best at writing this so don't kill. Me please do comment, constructive criticism will help me improve my writing.
Enjoy. ^_^ I hope you guys like it.
Chapter 1: When The Pain Passes
He struggled against my grip and screamed for me to let him go but I held him there gripping his wrists tightly as I towered over him. I watched as his chest rose and fell with every ragged breath he took laced with fear and uncertainty. In the silence that surrounded us I could hear his heart beat loud and clear like a drum pulling me closer and enthralling my emotions. His body tensed as I laid my head against his chest engrossing my self in the sound of his beating heart that soothed me much like a child to his mother. I placed my hand on his chest and began to draw circles around his nipple before finally sucking on the small pink nub. I listened enjoying the sound of his whimpers. Immersed in my own heaven where Heechul was my angel.
But I was quickly brought back down into reality as the name of the one person who's always stood between us fell from my angel's lips. I bit down hard against the rosy nub in my mouth as Hankyung's name escape his lips before screaming out in pain. Streaks of blood slid down his chest and stained the white sheets below us.
I grabbed up the tie I had previously discarded and placed it around his wrists tightly before knotting it against the head board. I began trailing kisses down his chest lower and lower until my lips met with the lining of his underwear. I smiled as a shudder fell from his lips the instant I pulled off the only piece of clothing he had left and grabbed a hold of his thighs and pushing them further a part and against his chest. I slowly took hold of his hips as I took him whole into my mouth. My lips curved into a smile around him as he began to moan as I rolled my tongue over the head of his cock repeatedly, bobbing my head up and down taking him deeper with every cry of pleasure that escaped his lips until he came hard into me.
His body fell back against the sheets exasperated from the pleasure I had given him so much that he had not realized that I had my lips on his until I slipped my tongue into his mouth allowing him to taste a part of himself. I pulled my lips away from him and slipped two fingers into his mouth before once again claiming his lips and I continuing to invade his mouth as I slid my right hand down passed his chest, passed his abdomen, passed his penis and a top his butt cheeks spreading them a bit before pushing a wet fingers into him. He pulled away from my lips as a choked cry spilled from his mouth as I added another wet finger and began to scissor him to loosen him up. His body tensed around my fingers making it harder for me to do so and began to plead with me again, asking me to stop. I shushed him and whispered into his ear with a voice unlike my own as I pulled my fingers out and loosened the tie around his wrists which had caused his skin to turn red. I whispered in his ear once again in the same deep tone before grabbing a hold of his hips pulling our bodies closer together and kissing him one more time before placing myself at his entrance and pushing the tip of my cock in his tight hole.
Immediately his body tensed once again as he tried to push his body upward away from me whispering for me to as he began to cry uncontrollably.
Despite all this this I couldn't stop my self, not from blindfolding him, not from dragging him into the bedroom or from tearing his clothes off...No...not then and not now even when he was hyperventilating from what was sure to come as I prodded at his hole.
In one swift thrust I tore into him and emerged my self in the overwhelming feeling of his tightness ignoring the screams that escaped from his lips as he grabbed a hold of my shoulders tearing his nails into my skin from the pain. I pushed his legs further up as I pounded into him causing him to cry out in a mixture of pain and pleasure every time his body jerked in reaction.
I pounded into him again and again, quicker and deeper until I cried out in ecstasy spilling my seed into him before collapsing a top him. I did not pull out as I wrapped my arms around his slender form pulling him closer to me and resting my head upon his chest. I listened to his shallow breaths escaping his chest as I realized that he had passed out. I continued to hold onto him tightening my grip never wanting to let him go. Never wanting this feeling to end.
...I love you Heechul...more than anyone else...more than you will ever know..
---~SJ~----
Heechul leaned his back against the pearly white tub and stared at the droplets of water falling from the faucet causing ripples to form in the slightly pink water. He continued to focus on nothing but the droplets that smacked hard against the water sounding through out the tiled room in unison to his beating heart. As much as he tried he couldn't block out the images of what had happened not but a couple of hours ago. Everything came spilling over in his mind fast and freely much like the tears that began to spill from his eyes and mix with water he had emerged himself in.
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Wooh I'm done!