I used to waste my time dreaming of being alive...12/?

[viktoriavampyr]

When we walked into class on Monday, we both sat down at our respective desks and said absolutely nothing to each other.

I...don’t know really what had happened to me on Saturday.
I was just different. Maybe even indifferent.

I don’t know why I’d acted like I did. Why I’d said that.

Actually, it was the way I’d said it.

And he...well, anybody would’

Comments

[nataliee93]

i dont think it was lame im thinking more along the lines of awesome :) your writing rocks x

[viktoriavampyr]

yeee, you have no idea how big and cheesy my grin is right now :D

[nataliee93]

Good! Im super glad i could help :D
cause you are awesome! x

[viktoriavampyr]

you're always a help:)
yeeeee I'm awesome XO
as are you!!!<333

[marty_rox]

wow what a shocker of a chapter..
spencer :O woow

but omg the imagery of ryan's body..:'(
and when brendon hugged him and could feel his ribs D: D:

I love this fic so much guhhhhhhhhhhhhh :')
you make me so incredibly happy with every update :D

♥

[viktoriavampyr]

shock horror!!
spencer hasn't really been the best friend has he???

it made me frown, writing that, cause I draw on my own experiences, so it's sometimes painful :(

guhhhh back
you make me so happy with every single comment you leave XD

[marty_rox]

UH HUHH!
THAT WAS A SLAP IN THE FACE! D:

guhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
omg hun :'(
you're so strong to write this,
tysm for letting us clueless people have a ~taste of how hard life can be D:
i really hope you're better and stronger now :D
*huggle*

nawwwwwwwwwwwwww <33333

[viktoriavampyr]

LOL!

I'm not really, sometimes I just sit down and cry, it just reminds me so much of me but ANYWAY

believe me, my life is not hard compared to some
but thanks to extensive...stuff, I am a hell of a lot stronger

*huggle back*

[david_aq]

Do you have Time to write everyday?? O.o

well, this chapter was sad, except for:
"He stood stock-still as I ran up and threw my arms around him, pressing myself against him so hard that I could feel how bony he’d become, every rib...

Ryan froze for a moment, then melted against me completely and wrapped his arms around my torso, pushing me even harder against him.
I didn’t care how it looked.
He sobbed into my shoulder, and I think I was forgiven then, either that or he had never hated me in the first place.

I’d find out."

I love that part!! ^^!!! I want to read mooooree!!! :DD!!

[viktoriavampyr]

Hell yes, well, only during the hols which are nearly over :(
I do most of my writing after my whole family's gone to bed, and put on a movie to make it sound like I'm doing what I said I'd be doing, and then go and write 'til around 2 in the morning

yeeee! it's getting more difficult for everything to make sense, so if my writing becomes crappy i'm sorry, but I will keep posting!!!!<333

[david_aq]

oh, easter holidays? still?

¬¬ that's my second week of school after holidays. (spanish holidays are not that long!)

noooo, your writing doesn't become crappy don't worry

PS:waiting for the chapter of todaaay :D

[viktoriavampyr]

yeah, New Zealand holidays are retarded haha

ooh yayah!!

hahahaha I'm doing it now XD

[vivheartsrydon]

oh after so much angst,yay a little happy time,or the begining of it!!!i hate it when ry is sad!ohh xoxo

[viktoriavampyr]

YAY! I hate it too when Ry is sad, but...you know...makes it interestinger

lol randomly invented a new word

[safyre993]

Ryan froze for a moment, then melted against me completely and wrapped his arms around my torso, pushing me even harder against him.
I didn’t care how it looked.
He sobbed into my shoulder, and I think I was forgiven then, either that or he had never hated me in the first place.

I loved this part. I even teared up a bit. And thats saying something. Ur a great writer. Cant wait 4 the next chapter!!!!!

[safyre993]

wow i didnt read the comment above mine. what a coincidense!!! that just shows how awesome that part was.!!!!

[viktoriavampyr]

lol tysm!!!