I'm trying to relax calmly this morning before I head off to class. My tension level has been ridiculously high and it's been taking some fairly strict breathing exercises to calm myself down even slightly. I still haven't come up with a topic for my persuasive speech on Thursday, which is most certainly adding to pressures, but I'm going to talk ( Read more... )

Although I haven't yet outlined my presentation, I feel good about the presentation I will be doing on Thursday ( Read more... )

Well, I manage to start it off with stress and a sense of failure, again. Go me. On the plus side, so far I haven't avoided anything simply because I'm indimidated by it; mostly because I've managed to avoid feeling intimidated by anything ( Read more... )

My problem with school is, in fact, a thing that has to do with focus, but in a different way. My priority is in my creativity; Elementia, CQ, my website, etc. That's what's important to me. Not to say that school isn't important to me, but spending an extensive amount of time not directly related to those projects is very hard to focus on, seeing ( Read more... )

Whoo ( Read more... )

Way to go, me. Mother of all that's holy, lady, don't frickin' freak out over reading the wrong professor's name ( Read more... )

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Monday, Tuesday were chock full of stuff to do. Wednesday I mostly hung out with Kevin, then Kelsey & Tiffany, and it was very fun and relaxing, probably the major reason I have any energy to speak of ( Read more... )

We visited a porn shop boutique yesterday, and I was most intrigued at the clothing there; and the deals. I joined this club-thingy that gives me massive discounts, including one on my birthday. More goth clothes for me! Woo! The most interesting things I have to say about all that are most definitely X-rated, sadly ( Read more... )

Got things done. Rent paid, after much fuss and bother; had to skip my guitar class in order to deposit my check, and then after thinking I realized I could get a temporary check, and Paige drove me to the bank, after which I went with her to Precision Camera - which is way the fuck on the other end of town, in North Austin. Traffic sucked so bad ( Read more... )