you hold your tongue in silence, but you bang on drums
your sinking turns to subsidence, this is who you've become
it's like our souls are gone, while our bodies move on
like oil spots from the rain once we finally see the sun

i never thought a small furry creature could make me so happy. i've had goose for 4 days now. i just know we're going to be the best of friends. i love him so much. just watching him makes me smile so big. he's so soft and small. he just makes me so content.

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it's 4pm and i'm still in my pj's. it's all pete's fault for working graveyard shifts and sucking me into sleeping all day. many fun and exciting things have happend since my last update. pete's birthday happend and in lieu of it we celebrated on 3 seperate occaisions. night one: ghostface killah. night two: medieval times. night three: short ( Read more... )

tonight i feel like i might just vomit again. there is a lot of crap floating around in my intestines and stomach. mostly it's a lot of cookies and hot cheetos. i'm a mess, i just am. also, i'm going to be getting a new car real soon. get ready for it.

happy happy happy happy anniversary, happy anniversary...TO ME!!!!
oh yeah, and to that pete guy too. <3

we celebrated noche buena here at emily's tonight. christmas eve is always more of a mexican tradition for us when we get to spend time with members of my mom's side and eat bunuelos. christmas day is always always spent at grandma alice and grandpa ralph's. i think most of the time we all tend to forget it's not just about the presents. although ( Read more... )

last week of school. sleep sleep sleep. not gonna do it. i deleted my x-mas list. basically all i want is an ipod, an aqua colored hello kitty sewing machine, and these 8ighty%2wenty white high top canvas sneakers. i might be getting my holiday sickness. my chest hurts. i'm such a sickie. meg comes home saturday. greg's birthday is on sunday. i'm ( Read more... )

yesterday was erika's 4th birthday party. she looked adorable as always, and i must say she's quite the diva. her scorpio personality came out all day long. she kept bossing around her friend bella and even made her cry. 2 minutes later i got them to hug and make up. marcus showed up for the party. it made me happy. he never misses a family ( Read more... )

the fact of the matter is i love pete. duh, right? but let's get serious guys, after almost 3 years he continues to make me laugh, giggle, and blush. all we did was share a sandwich and watch the simpsons, but still i was content and comfortable tonight. it really helps that he basically has the best bed anyone has ever dropped there body onto. it' ( Read more... )

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