But I agree with you, that through all the shit, I've become more mature as well, but yet, more depressed? I think that's the realization of life. I basically hate life, and I'm not even drunk.
yeah it's almost as if I wish the last month had never happened, but then I would be a shittier person because of it if it hadn't.
Also it's not that I hate sex, I'm just realizing that because of the way I've lived my life the past few years I've deluded myself into thinking I've made some connections and relationships that I really never had. Sex is good, and I really wish I could have some no-strings-attached-sex like back inna day, but if I do it would just be me running from a more meaningful life for instant gratification.
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You know, you can always hang out with me and my friends, twat face!
I hope you feel better very soon. I don't like seeing you all sad >_<.
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But I agree with you, that through all the shit, I've become more mature as well, but yet, more depressed? I think that's the realization of life. I basically hate life, and I'm not even drunk.
And I hate sex. I HATE YOU!
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Also it's not that I hate sex, I'm just realizing that because of the way I've lived my life the past few years I've deluded myself into thinking I've made some connections and relationships that I really never had. Sex is good, and I really wish I could have some no-strings-attached-sex like back inna day, but if I do it would just be me running from a more meaningful life for instant gratification.
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