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veronicawalflwr

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Apr 18, 2005 15:46

somthings are not yours to say and in that, they shouldn't be said. at first i felt a need to comfort and fix, now i feel a need to just punch, really hard. dont ruin other's lifes because of the choices you've made, i've nothing to hide but everything to tell.

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anonymous June 13 2005, 13:35:07 UTC

I am not trying to ruin your life, I am happy you found someone to help you out of your depression. But what I am trying to get you to understand is that you told me in November that you were going to wait no matter what. And then on Valentines Day, a day when I felt alone as it was is when I found out about you and Brandon. It broke my heart. And then you didn't even talk to me about it. You could've said "Josh I know I told you I was going to wait but I found someone else." But you didn't talk to me at all and it made me feel like you used me to comfort you and then when you found someone you didn't want to talk to me anymore. And it made me feel like all the things I did for you was just for your convinence. Please let me know why you did what you did so I can move on cause I am tired of girls just dropping me and not giving me an explanation.

veronicawalflwr June 14 2005, 07:56:12 UTC

P.S. THIS POST WASN'T EVEN MENT FOR YOU!!!!! STUPID.

anonymous June 14 2005, 14:17:46 UTC

Ok, but you don't have to do the name calling thing, its kinda childish

veronicawalflwr June 14 2005, 15:25:42 UTC

thinking that everything i write in my journal is about you is kinda childish, and you were being a pitty whore.

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veronicawalflwr June 13 2005, 17:43:34 UTC

i tried to write this long thing, but then my computer messed it up, so here it is short and sweet : stop being a pitty whore, i love brandon, you'll get on with your life and over me, i tried to tell you before that i love brandon and was moving on, but its not like i could call you. so good bye and good lucj . x0x0x0x0x0x0x ~me

veronicawalflwr June 13 2005, 21:24:03 UTC

But I just wanted to know if you meant it when you said that you would wait for me, you couldv'e emailed me though like you did before brandon but you didn't and for that I can't be your friend. You hurt me too many times for me to do that and now it feels like I don't know you at all.

veronicawalflwr June 14 2005, 07:55:06 UTC

would you quit with the "you hurt me too many times" bullshit, its getting really annoying. i told you i'd wait for you, but i also said that it wasn't a gurantee. and i did try to e-mail you, but its a little hard when everything i write on my computer is monitored, unless you really want to go to jail, i mean i was just trying to keep your ass safe, but i mean if you really wanted to go , you should have just said so. but like i said, your being a real pitty whore, and for that i can't be your friend lody la la GET OVER IT AND MOVE ON!!!

and mabey you never knew me to begin with.

veronicawalflwr June 14 2005, 14:12:45 UTC

Thats all I wanted to hear, see I didn't know that, but know I do and I am sorry for acusing you for all the stuff I said and good luck in life. Laters.

P.S. I have moved on, but I just needed to hear the reason why you did what you did, and no I am not being a pitty whore I just wanted answers.

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