Comments | veracity: Yesterday Sucked

veracity

Yesterday Sucked

Jul 13, 2006 12:33

I don’t like exposing my weaknesses or my wrongdoings. So, I won’t…exactly. I’ll tell the whole story, and even some back story when I remember. Let’s start (be forewarned, it’s long like the Mississippi River).

( UGH )

family: issues, family: godmom

Comments 10

eska_rina July 13 2006, 17:03:19 UTC

:(

I'm sorry it is like that.

veracity July 13 2006, 17:10:18 UTC

It's okay. I didn't put it up there for sympathy. I think I just needed to write it out. Instead of letting the poison stay up inside me, building more and more.

eska_rina July 13 2006, 17:49:05 UTC

That's probably a good idea. It's understandable why she acts that way, given her history, but it's not fair to treat you like that, and it would be, well, stupid to make it worse by turning bitter.

veracity July 13 2006, 17:52:10 UTC

I'm already bitter, and all kinds of things, but no need to be moreso, that's true. I have enough built up that I could power a city, I'm sure.

roadtriphome July 14 2006, 03:23:57 UTC

*sends you positive vibes*

veracity July 14 2006, 03:35:42 UTC

Thank you. I'm not being as punished as usual, so I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop pretty fast. I'm pretty wary, but I didn't expect sympathy. Don't really want it, because then it feels like I'm in right, but I did some wrong too. I don't know. It's a murky situation.

lady_alatariel_ July 14 2006, 04:30:35 UTC

Ugh familys will just drive you nuts. I love my mom but WHOA you just can't argue with her. Even my dad doesn't bother to try anymore.

But you're definitely right on the feelings thing. Feelings aren't right or wrong, just what you do about them. GAH...why don't people understand that?! She probably could have said to you that she doesn't try and make you feel that way...but instead she has to tell you that how you feel is wrong.

*smooooochies*

veracity July 14 2006, 04:41:50 UTC

Yeah, I know the feeling. It's even worse when you don't even want to argue and are making a random statement.

Feelings are subjective, and yeah, you can't be wrong with subjective things. I never said they were objective, though more than one of my friends (online, since you know, not allowed offline ones) has made the statement of her jealousy. But hey, they're going by my opinion anyway. And I'm used to being wrong. I stay that way around.

Also...come back from away, you whore.

lady_alatariel_ July 14 2006, 11:41:34 UTC

Gosh nothing is a random statement! Obviously you were trying to hurt her feelings!! Duh, get with the program ;)

I'm back from away now! I was sleeping! :) Mmmm...sleep. I'm going to party with my sissy this weekend so I needed my rest!

veracity July 14 2006, 16:13:38 UTC

I always forget that nothing I say is random, that it's all calculated. Though, it seems like I'm not going to be punished, for whatever reason. I'll take that break.

Yes, but you see....I was booooored and wanted to talk to you, and what do you do? SLEEP. I tell you, some kind of friend you are.