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[venomousvitae]

CurrentlyI can admit that many times in my life I have made terrible mistakes. Last summer, I tried to get to know who Tessa was and tried my best to hang out and have personal conversations. However that ended up to backfire on me and I was stigmatized as a crazy stalker because I wanted a definite date to hang out and get to know the girl.

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[pamlivesinabox]

i'm glad that the ability to move on and let go is showing itself. :o)

[gunmetal_black]

Good. Gooooood. Pour the gas. Light the match. Start the fire. Burn those bridges. Get rid of your demons.

[reinasusanita]

fuck you too. consider yourself and katrina blocked.

[gunmetal_black]

While you are at it, block me too.

[ravenousnight]

All I have ever demanded from anyone is the common decency of honesty. With the Tessa situation, we were both stigmatized as being sickos all because we wanted to have a definite timeframe for face to face interaction. I only called her often if we had plans, and I was uncertain of where they would lead to since I had been given very little to no definite information. You were the same way, and for the life of me, I can't begin to understand why people react that way to positive contact

[reinasusanita]

considering that we all were part of the situation, we all do play a part in it turning out badly. you can blame me for all of it, if that's what you want to do. but the thing is, we've been through this so many times, tj or you deciding that i'm to blame for everything, and i've tried very hard to be friends with you both. you talk about feeling expendable, but when this happens to you numerous times after you've really tried to be friends, then tell me that you won't say "fuck you" back. i included blocking you because i don't want to be accused of "bothering" tj through you. if that isn't what you want, i apologize.

we've all been through a lot. and i thought that things were alright with us for once. but i guess i was wrong. and being that i'm so far away and have a lot of other serious problems to worry about right now, i have decided that i'm not going to try to make an attempt anymore if one of you decides that i'm to blame for everything at another point in the future.

[dellanotte]

i'd imagine you finally being vocal about the susan situation publicly should help you, and hope it does. seemed to be something that should've been said a while ago,. should give you a little more balance without having that on your shoulders as well.