Nikki

[vengeanceangel]

Today was my due date for the baby I lost. I miss that baby, but I'm so happy to have the baby I'm carrying inside of me. They're both precious to me and so is my lovely daughter. I will remember Nikki forever.

Comments

[jellicle]

Oh doll.

Hugs you tight.
I wish I was fine to be able to send you some joy. But I send you my love.

[vengeanceangel]

Thank you. That means a lot to me. *hugs*

[jim_wicked]

I'm happy that this pregnancy seems to be going well. As for nikki, it's amazing how one can bond so quickly to a child before it is born. I suppose that's a bittersweet ability to have. At any rate, I just wanted to offer my condolences once more.

[vengeanceangel]

Parenthood really is the most joyful and painful thing to experience. I was shocked that it hit me so hard, but it seems I'm not alone in my feelings. Thank you for your thoughts. :-)

[jakesdream]

Very sorry for your lose. I know what that feels like been there myself, but I had another one as well and couldn't love that one anymore :) I am glad that you are strong and my prayers go out to you :) JD

[vengeanceangel]

Thank you. I'm very excited about having this baby and I tell myself that this is the baby I'm supposed to have. Nikki will just have to wait awhile before getting a hug from me. One day, though. :-)