I think I screwed up

[vendragnborn]

The last several nights, I've been helping Mary with her production of "Into The Woods" at the theater. Building the set, painting, set-up of the Tech end, running lights (and this is the first time I've tried running an programable board

Comments

[rodeomom]

I think it would be great for you. You seem to be a natural at that type of thing. But I'm not sure why you wouldn't want to do it either, so i cannot say... Go for it! like I'd like to.

[vendragnborn]

It's not a matter of not wanting to, it's more a matter of not trusting myself just yet. Pardon my french, but I know I'm still pretty fucked up in the head right now.
There are certain .... 'things'... I'm fighting. Plus, even though I will give 100%, I'm not sure my 100% would be MY 100%... if that makes any sense.

[bannaoj]

I'm sure you can do it!!!

AJ

[vendragnborn]

You have a lot more confidence in me than I do darlin