humm yeah. i fucking hate wakes. i fucking hate them alot. but i decided it would be good if i went, kevin was always one of the only nice ones to us and he was a really nice guy, geunily(sp) nice. not liek everyone i knwo nice. but it sucks that all that happened. im glad i went. but i also couldnt sleep after that. just so much shit that comes ( Read more... )

california ruled.

the last week has been hell for me. the the old skeletons in my closet have ben comming back to life a harassing my mind. and im not stable enough to controll whast going on in my head. i've had song and cds that i've listened to for years and know word for word suddenly telling me to kill myself. i dont get it. then when i go back and listein to ( Read more... )

have you ever read something that makes you so sick that you cant move or even think ( Read more... )

shes pretty.....and nice.......i like her......alot.

i miss the guys from denver......

wow, umm... denver in..less than three days, and i decided to lift today. little did i know that all the muscles in my shoulder are kinda messed-up form the fractured clavical(colar-bone incade you didnt know)so it just works the wrong muscle groups than im trying to isolate and mkaes me sore and stiff in the right shoulder (there now you all know ( Read more... )

yeah, last night was fun. got drunk with dave, steve, malazo, aaron b., jon-boy, dave parnel, john leech, andrew mcglathin(how ever you spell it), russ, justin forbes, bobby(jon-boy's brother), and some chick named cassie. umm it was funn. didnt sleep the night before and didt sleep last night so right now im runnin on nothing. yeah it was fun. ( Read more... )

Asa...you can go fuck your self in hell. seriously die ( Read more... )

go cut your self..........becuase bright-eyes tells you too.......hah! oh and dont forget to cry when you're dong it. its the way conor oberst shows you he loves you. now go slit your wrists and and dont do it for attention this time.................quitter.

hehe. the coach told me to pack my bags for DENVER yesterday at practice...hehe....eric and aaron are going too.....bad-asss. show 2morrow night. cant frekin wait....its gunna be funnn. NUKE PROCTOR ( Read more... )