this is not all pointed at the family or clubkids

[vegasbeyonce]

i came to lots of realizations this weekend. drugs tear people down- i say this as if i didn't know this, lol- look at celebrities. what is the downfall of most of their careers, drugs.....everyone is getting so into it lately, i am scared...i scared myself, this is not me being hypocritical (sp check) i am scared that some amazing people, my

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[vegasbeyonce]

maybe i will print it out and post it on huge ass flyers all over the place....in the window, in the middle of the dancefloor.....but no one would understand....they don't want to.....i liked our talk last night....loves you........britain will be out this friday watch out bitches!
curtis

[anfpunkerboi]

Chyrch has oprnrf honry snd you just heard th etruest gospel... Good for you honey. tell it like it is. I am proud of ya. BTW our texts earlier weren't meant to coem across bitchy. I was in a bad spot at the time. But I will be there and I know you will as well... I justthink it's best we do it the way we talked. I love ya to pieces girl and work out Curtis, he needs to strut hi stuff too.. after all... he is just as amazing as Vegas, trust.

[vegasbeyonce]

OKAY! i'll see you this weekend....have a good week....blah blah blah.....curtis is pretty fucking amazing isn't he? lol

[summer_seasons]

Girl... being involved as long as I have I've seen all these phases come and go, and to tell you truth, there have been times where drugs ruled, and then times when clubkidz ruled... and times when neither did.. and I think the key is to find a healthy balance... We can't be clubkidz all the time.. and just the same we can't be on drugs all the time... it would be way to hard on us and not only that could send us into a tailspin not worth the ride to the bottom...I think the only thing we can do as people is own up to the fact that we either do or don't have a problem.. and if we do.. then we take care of it.. and if we don't then we keep on trucking in this world until we get to where it is we need to be.. I'd be more than happy to help you reinvent.. not by doing it for you.. but by giving you ideas that have worked for me and countless others in the past.. Trust me it gets hard.. and some people will never see the real you.. only the face we wear.. but that is a chance we take by putting it on...
I love ya honey
Brent

[vegasbeyonce]

girrrr......i love you!

[dakotaivanpdx]

great post. glad to see you're hopefully waking up a bit.

[vegasbeyonce]

its not that i am waking up....i've known all along exactly what i have been doing. and to be honest...most of the time i love it. but i do scare myself like anyone else does...i am me, that is it, i will not change for anyone...the real me has come, and people have started to see it, it needed to happen just like this post did
curtis

[dakotaivanpdx]

well i do remember you getting an injection of hormones saying that "tits" and a "shelf" was 'you'..