[Does your name mean anything?]: I was told that it meant industrious once. WTF.
[Were you named after anyone?]: No
[Nick Name(s)]: Vega, Em, Emmy, Deshonda
[Screen Name(s)]: My usual screenname is vega_pleiades.
[Current Location]: Elsewhere.
[Height]: 5'6"
[Shoe Size]: 10
[Hair colour]: Platinum blonde.
[Eye color]: Green. Grant claims that they're ( Read more... )

[1] First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Smith
[2] Last word you said: alright
[3] Last song you sang: The Dreamgirls title song
[4] Last person you hugged: Either Scott or Chelsea. Most likely Chelsea.
[5] Last thing you laughed at: Potter Puppet Pals!
[6] Last time you said I don't fucking remember: I don't fucking remember.
[7] Last time you cried: Couple ( Read more... )

Sarah woke me up this morning to tell me that Grant was in Houston...

what?

The weirdest thing is that I have started detaching from Grant. Hooray for replacement limerence?

In other news, I changed my journal style. I appear to be using it more often. LJ revival, what what.

Being limerent and in a relationship is an incredibly odd feeling.

Stalking is hard when your mark gives you their phone number and tells you to call them if you can't find them.

I'm starting to think I need a challenge or else I get bored.

Recreational drugs are not okay. I've witnessed too much to ever be okay with them.

so yeah like

i have a girlfriend now

Oh. I see.

Well then.

I sure messed up this time.

Some things never change.

It doesn't even make me happy any more, y'know. It just makes me feel normal, and when it's not going on then I feel agonized. I guess it is like a drug after all.

I'm in a carousel and it keeps going around and around and around.

And sometimes I don't want to get off. Because somewhere in the middle, happiness waits. And so what if it goes away again? Having that joy, that completely pure, unbridled happiness...that's totally enough.

I will be waiting...goodbye until tomorrow.

It was the last day of cold. In the morning, the sun came and boiled me away, and I melted into the earth.

Happy one-year anniversary.