Depressed, what's new?

[veekiez]

Just in curiosity, is it normal to be so sad and upset all the time? Just a thought. Today cheerleading was okay. Nothing makes me happy. School is difficult. Blah. I just wish my life was back to normal like it was when I was young. I guess being older is just more trouble. Some one PLEASE turn me young again. I hate this! Bye.

Comments

[sensualsecret]

exumeh algernon.

were gonna have to party till the cows come home.
and dance with whoever is cutting there lawn.
cheer uppp<333

[veekiez]

I am not in the mood to dance. But, someday I will. Love u. Can't wait to see u.

[thesweetestsin_]

life will never be like how it was when you were younger.. sorry... it just wont. But I think all of us are i nthe same boat one way or another, its just a part of growing up and at this point in life around our ages.. (i know ur younger than me) but everything is changing. Hang in there.. you will ahve happy days..

and sorry if this didnt make good sense, im tired :)

[veekiez]

Thanks for your comment. It made sense. I just wish life was rolling the way I wanted. But, I guess I just have to deal with or else I will never get by. It'll be okay, just a matter of when. Sometimes I just wish Michelle still lived here. I feel so alone. My dad doesnt even talk 2 me anymore. Or my mom for that matter.

[xorachaelxo]

It sucks, but life is hard. There were PLENTY of times that I wanted to die b/c I was sooooo unhappy & depressed. I just recently stopped being depressed when I met Kevin. Everyone goes through stages/phases... some are happy, some are sad, some are depressing.... It's a part of life. I wish EVERYONE could be happy all the damn time, but I that shit only happens in movies.
Are you still w/ Carlos or no?

[veekiez]

yep, still together.

[ixpreciosaix]

hii!...i dOnt like seeing yOu all depressed...sOmetimes yOu have tO go thrOugh rough/bad times to appreciate all the gOod times...but remember yOu always have yOur family and friends by yOur side...this weekend try hanging Out with peOple that yOu knOw will cheer yOu up or are clOsest tO yOu...i lOve ya vicki!! xOx

[veekiez]

Thanks Dani. I agree with what you said about appreciating good times by having bad, but it still sucks being so unhappy. Love ya too.

i lOve u!!! bee happy!!!

[litto_git]

gUrl u knO i lOve u [ itz crystal ] n u shoUldnt feel da way yO feeling . . . itz nOt cUte or healthy!!! be happy!!! at CRYSTALZ we lOve 2 see u smile!!! lmaO!!! ight lOok . . evrything is gOing 2 get betta i prOmise u n if it dUnt den ima kick sUm bOotay!!!! n plz dUnt think dat u gOt da gayest parentz in da wOrld cUz datz caca cUz i gOt da mOst GAYEST OF GAYEST parentz in da whOle wOrld lol n yes itz nOrmal 2 sad/Upset mOst of da tym . . trUst. i knO . . . bUt u gOtta bee strOng n nOt let ne thing pUt u dOwn!!! cUz if u dO yO prObally gOnna dO sUmthing real stUpid lyk i did [ try 2 dO sUicide ] plz dUnt bee sad!! cUz it makez me sadd!!!! yO sUppOse 2 bee happy 24/7 lol !!! well . . .gUrl u knO i lOve u wit all mah heart n i will ALWAYZ be hea' 4 u ight mama . . lOve alwayz crystal b.k.a nena

Re: i lOve u!!! bee happy!!!

[veekiez]

you were suicidal? crazy girl! lol....i'm better now. i had a very fun friday! xoox
luv ya
meeee