Who: Billy and
vatheon!
Where: Random street
When: Noon
Style: Either
Status: Open~
[This isn't happening. This isn't happening.
He'd already been dreading this week enough when the costumes and masks came along-but now? He'd choose losing his memories over this. Over seeing them again, and hearing their voices
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Ghost are chasing you too?
[Although she put as a question, she knew that's exactly what he was seeing. She was trying to get him to talk to her.]
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He doesn't look at her, and instead lets out a quiet, shaky-]
Yeah.
[... He should've just stayed in his apartment.]
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I..almost wish that mine would talk. It's been a long time since I heard their voices.
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... I'd say you're lucky.
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Hey, Hey Billy. Billy, listen to me. They're not real, okay? Not real. I know you probably know that but come on, believe it.
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He looks away again, his headphones still over his ears.]
I'm trying...!
[And after he says that, he can hear her, scolding him for rudeness-
-He's never wished for silence so badly before.]
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[It's an order, as if from the military itself. He's not going to let the people he knows and cares about here in Vatheon succumb to this. If he won't, they won't.]
Try harder! They're not real and if you let them get to you, you're going to lose to this city. You're not a loser so try harder!
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I don't know how!
[Lose to this city, huh...? He's always been able to feel it, the events here pushing him further and further-and he wonders if this is what'll finally push him over the edge.
... He hates it, how weak he is.]
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For a moment he just watches, wearily. And then--]
Billy. Breathe.
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Better than looking at Matthew. Better than looking at them.]
What are you...?
[Why is he here?]
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...This week is hard on everyone. It won't last. It's just a curse.
[If the words sound practiced, it's because he has been repeating them to himself, over and over again.]
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I know.
[Matthew's words only serve to weigh down on him further. Reassuring words, gestures of comfort-they're all too familiar, from that time. Like they'll change anything.
His parents are still dead.
And they're still there.]
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They're not solid, Billy. Not here. They'll go away.
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... She's both the first and last person he wants to see right now, to be honest.]
... Leave me alone.
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[She ruffles his hair a bit.]
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He stares at the ground.]
... I hate this place.
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... Running from your problems? You can't really solve ANYTHING by yourself, can you?
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I...
[He can't find any words to defend himself-because he knows what he's saying is true.]
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[ A laugh. ]
You must feel ten kinds of useless. That what they're telling you? How useless you actually are?
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[They're his parents-they wouldn't go that far. Instead, they're simply scolding him for being rude.]
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